Oct 04, 2005 20:49
hmm. i think it's almost time for a real update.
college is going pretty well. my classes are getting a bit more challenging, which is nice because i was way too bored at the beginning of the semester. i'm feeling pretty stressed out because it seems like i have so many tests and projects and i just don't have the time, nor the resources, to get things done. i'm really worried about my history exam tomorrow because i've never been any good at history. the good news is, i've been getting a lot better at just buckling down and getting my work done. i'm sure things will slow down eventually ...
work is fun. it's nice to have time there alone at night to get my work done. i still feel like a loser sometimes because i don't know how to do a lot of the register stuff yet and there are a lot of questions that people come in and ask and i'm unsure so i have to leave a message for the manager. i know it will get better the more i have chances to work. i like this job SO much more than my old one. yay for jobs i like. :-)
my personal life is a bunch of crap. addam and i are fighting over stupid things again and this time it hurts more than before. i know that it's unhealthy, but i can't let him go. there are too many things around here that remind me of him and i know that i could run into him at any given second. it just hurts to know he's so close and we can't be together because we're both stupid.
on that note, i'm thinking about moving and living on campus next semester. any input?
well, that's enough of an update for now. i'm sure i've succeeded in boring you to tears. plus, i still have a ton of work to get done.
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