Who brought the 90 degree weather to michigan?????
So i've been thinking about a lot of things the past couple of days.....I don't know why, but all of a sudden it's like my life wants to go into overload or something...I don't know maybe it's the hormones....but it doesn't change the fact that i have.
I've been thinking about my friends and how i don't get to see them much anymore and it's upsetting. I don't understand how life can be this hectic that we can't make time to see each other even if it's just for coffee. Boyfriends come and boyfriends go, so why should they all of a sudden come first in our lives. Maybe that's just me being jealous because that's who some would rather spend their time with. But i think it's a perfectly legit arguement. Chicks before Dicks! Isn't that the popular saying????
And then there's work. I feel like i work a lot ( and i do about 40 hours a week) Eventhough it's almost like i have nothing to show for it by the end of the week when i get my paycheck. All the bills i have to pay. The credit card bill that is too high and needs to be paid off bit the car payment has to come first and the car insurance and then there's the damn cell phone that is way to much money but that's nextel for you. If it keeps up like this then i don't know if i'll have enough money for school in the fall and i don't want to run to my parents and ask them for money and then they want to know where all my money has been going and then it just adds fuel to the fire where my mother is concerned! Grr.....
I haven't really been an angry person lately, in fact i've been enjoying life. I've been hanging out with Stefani Diane more which is great because all we do when we're together is laugh. It's been nice to have her around......
the boy has faded in the distance. I don't know how this happend, but it did. And yes it totally sucks. Cause i do miss him and then i have days that i realize that i don't need him and i'll be find without him. It just the memories i have with him.......okay, can talk about it much more or i'll really go nuts and end up calling him when i shouldn't be the one chasing him.
Well until next time........
I've been thinking about my friends and how i don't get to see them much anymore and it's upsetting. I don't understand how life can be this hectic that we can't make time to see each other even if it's just for coffee. Boyfriends come and boyfriends go, so why should they all of a sudden come first in our lives. Maybe that's just me being jealous because that's who some would rather spend their time with. But i think it's a perfectly legit arguement. Chicks before Dicks! Isn't that the popular saying????
And then there's work. I feel like i work a lot ( and i do about 40 hours a week) Eventhough it's almost like i have nothing to show for it by the end of the week when i get my paycheck. All the bills i have to pay. The credit card bill that is too high and needs to be paid off bit the car payment has to come first and the car insurance and then there's the damn cell phone that is way to much money but that's nextel for you. If it keeps up like this then i don't know if i'll have enough money for school in the fall and i don't want to run to my parents and ask them for money and then they want to know where all my money has been going and then it just adds fuel to the fire where my mother is concerned! Grr.....
I haven't really been an angry person lately, in fact i've been enjoying life. I've been hanging out with Stefani Diane more which is great because all we do when we're together is laugh. It's been nice to have her around......
the boy has faded in the distance. I don't know how this happend, but it did. And yes it totally sucks. Cause i do miss him and then i have days that i realize that i don't need him and i'll be find without him. It just the memories i have with him.......okay, can talk about it much more or i'll really go nuts and end up calling him when i shouldn't be the one chasing him.
Well until next time........