I dont want to HuRt anymore.
Whoa.. Today is finaly Here. My Purse Party. I am so Exicted.
Last night i cried my self to sleep, thinking about things. It sucks that i have to keep all of this inside, to the point where i just cry. I cant take it ne more tho. I wanna stop hurting so bad. But in the end i always get hurt. I dont understand why. Ne ways, I didnt fall asleep till 12. I just laid in my bed, crying. Everything was just running through my head. When i was in school, i could not concentrate. I have so much stuff on my mind. I hate having to just break down and cry. But its like i have no one to talk to. If i am mad/sad, i keep it inside, b/c i dont want to do/say ne thing that i will regret. i HATE having people mad at me, so that is exactly why i keep it all inside of me. But latly i have been breaking down and crying alot. Its like i cant even stop the crying, it comes out, and doesnt want to stop. I truly hate how i am. I hate how i do this to my self.
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Alyssa
Last night i cried my self to sleep, thinking about things. It sucks that i have to keep all of this inside, to the point where i just cry. I cant take it ne more tho. I wanna stop hurting so bad. But in the end i always get hurt. I dont understand why. Ne ways, I didnt fall asleep till 12. I just laid in my bed, crying. Everything was just running through my head. When i was in school, i could not concentrate. I have so much stuff on my mind. I hate having to just break down and cry. But its like i have no one to talk to. If i am mad/sad, i keep it inside, b/c i dont want to do/say ne thing that i will regret. i HATE having people mad at me, so that is exactly why i keep it all inside of me. But latly i have been breaking down and crying alot. Its like i cant even stop the crying, it comes out, and doesnt want to stop. I truly hate how i am. I hate how i do this to my self.
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Alyssa