here's the FUCKING DEAL

[xbelindax]

I'VE DECIDED TO WRITE IN ALL CAPS
BECAUSE WHY NOT?
IM NOT STUPID
I KNOW IT MEANS
IM YELLING

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
MAYBE I NEED TO FUCKING YELL
SCREAM EVEN

seriously though i feel like i don't exist
and like i've become this zombie of my former self
i went back and read all my old journals and i didn't
even recognize myself
MYSELF!!!!
who in the fuck am i?

never mind don't answer
gurggle gruggle mphg mphg.....BLAH....BLECH...
i need to get drunk i'm going to go do that
or shoot the woman sitting behind me with the annoying child
people are stupid
on the whole today i prefer the company of my dog
"laugh"

i used to be funny
i'm leaving to go find myself