Mar 23, 2004 18:19
with your finger pointed at me
wishing it was a gun
and i've been missin all my sleep
so pull the trigger
cuz i've been needing me some.
for some reason I can't remember what thats from, but it's in my head and it seems to fit. if anyone does.. if you could let me know it'd be greatly appreciated.
Everythings going pretty good lately, I know I havent been posting real entries and I'm sorry to everyone and thanks for putting up with my randomness as entries that doesnt explain anything. But yeah, Everythings better..
cookies to anyone who reads all this. what kind do you like?
+ Matts coming home from Las Vegas
+ Hopefully hes coming up to visit me this weekend..
- I dont get to go to the Early November Show Saturday if Matt comes..
+ Schools getting a little better..
+ I made the Varsity Softball Team
- The teams really cliquey. Whats with that? isn't a team suppose to work together and stuff? I dont know, its not too bad its just kinda annoying. its like okay guys.. i know your seniors.. but yeah. the whole "im better then you cuz im a senior" thing is getting kind of old. (not all of them)
+ Pasta Party on friday.. hopefully we'll all bond better after that.
- yes yes we'll hang out! is getting kind of redundant when noone ever acts apon it..
+ Races to April Cd is coming out in may!!!!!
- You ever have a friend that you know is in so much pain and you just dont know the right words to say to help them? you want to be there for them.. but you just dont know what to do but give them an ear to listen and a shoulder to cry on. sigh.
If I had my way, I'd take all the pain from everyone I care about and go through it myself instead. It kills me that these people I love hurt.. I dont know how to explain. I'll shut up. :/