Jul 10, 2006 14:43
SO i hung out with amanda yesterday. it was alot of fun. I have missed her. I really need to not work so much so i can have a life with friends. Amanda makes me feel like im in highschool again! its great. Ive felt so old lately. I have things I always have to do and im constantly working. Its nice to just say fuck the world have just be in the moment. I miss be irresponsible. I always thought it was one thing I could always do right. Now I think about paying bills. ha. oh man. Whats going on here.
I am happy again. I have been for a while. Its nice to be at a state where everything seems to fit just right. I dont question anything anymore. I just let things happen. Its the easiest and most rewarding.
I am naming my baby Mugen. How awesome am I. For those who know me know that im kinda crazy about mugen parts. It just seems to work. Henry was cute but mugen I can relate to.
Ummthats all for now.