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I just called Joe Kaz.
He said he's in Toronto.
I miss him alot. The past few days I've had these weird thing happen...Like I had a dream like three days ago where I was remembering this thing that happened when he and I were hanging out with Candi and Mike...and Mike called me that day and later when I went to the grocery store (shoprite) I swear I saw Candi. Then the next day my mom randomly asked about him. Then the next day I was walking to my car after I was done class at Stockton and I swear I thought I saw his mom getting out of a car. So, like I said I've been thinking about him alot latley and all the shit that went down with me and him. I feel terrible about it all. I wish it hadn't happened. It felt good to hear his voice and I wish I could talk to him. He probably hates me...and I wish that wasn't the case. It sucks when you grow up and realize all the shitty things you put other people through. I loved him with all my heart and I fucked him over. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for that.
He said he's in Toronto.
I miss him alot. The past few days I've had these weird thing happen...Like I had a dream like three days ago where I was remembering this thing that happened when he and I were hanging out with Candi and Mike...and Mike called me that day and later when I went to the grocery store (shoprite) I swear I saw Candi. Then the next day my mom randomly asked about him. Then the next day I was walking to my car after I was done class at Stockton and I swear I thought I saw his mom getting out of a car. So, like I said I've been thinking about him alot latley and all the shit that went down with me and him. I feel terrible about it all. I wish it hadn't happened. It felt good to hear his voice and I wish I could talk to him. He probably hates me...and I wish that wasn't the case. It sucks when you grow up and realize all the shitty things you put other people through. I loved him with all my heart and I fucked him over. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for that.