mid summerish update
whoa, megan actually writes in her journal?!
i'm sitting here, just woke up and procrastinating from going for a bike ride and doing some homework so..
mid summer, here i am..still breathing.
the only thing i constantly do is go to school. i finished anatomy and physiology 1 with a C, and now i'm taking chemistry 2 and anatomy and physiology 2. so far things seem like they're okay with those classes. august 10th can't come fast enough for these classes to end, though.
i haven't really been working due to lack of time, motivation, and desire to be around aunt donna for longer than necessary. savings are slowly dwindling.
i started dieting and working out as soon as my tonsils were healed and i had permission to do physical activity. so for the past eight or so weeks i've been doing that. i'm down 18.8 pounds so far and plan to lose 16.2 more pounds by the time i go back to rowan.
i have a boyfriend kind of guy now, his name is tom. nothing has been defined between us, even if he did introduce me as his girlfriend to some people last weekend. i figure there is no need to get involved in a relationship when i'm just going to leave for school soon anyway. but yeah, about him. he's not going to be very good for me, plain and simple. he works for my dad, does a lot of drugs, drinks, doesn't have his life together, has lots [and getting another today, i believe.. its a toss up between "habitual over-the-line stepper" "born asshole" or "no ordinary love"] of tattoos, he's a little out of control, all that good stuff. and uh, he just turned 29. yeah! i know know to pick the winners! but whatever, like i tell everyone else, he's just there for whatever free time i can scrounge up. he keeps me entertained and that's all i really care about.
aunt donna, on the other hand, cares a little too much. she approached me the other day and informed me that she heard that i was sleeping with tom [keep in mind this is the first that shes ever said to me about even BEING with tom. we both kept it a secret around her so we didn't have to be attacked with knives or chastity belts.]. and apparently that rumor started from toms mouth to person #1, person #1 told person #2 and person #2 told donna. i'm not sleeping with him, so i don't know where that came from. but thanks, great, that is just what i need. like i don't i have enough shit to think about at this point. i tried to play detective to figure out the situation but i can't. i can't figure out common people between donna and tom, other than arbor people [which she said didn't say it to her], that they could spread that to. then again donna could be lying to me it because she hates tom that much and on the other hand tom could be doing it because he's really good at lying and i told him that i wouldn't sleep with him anyway. that could have been a low blow and he thought it'd be funny to tell people that we were. whatever. i can't figure it out. i'm going to just forget about it and go on.
so yeah. that's basically my life right now. i see friends here and there, but i usually have to go home and do homework, which is way lame. [i miss you guys.]
i'm sitting here, just woke up and procrastinating from going for a bike ride and doing some homework so..
mid summer, here i am..still breathing.
the only thing i constantly do is go to school. i finished anatomy and physiology 1 with a C, and now i'm taking chemistry 2 and anatomy and physiology 2. so far things seem like they're okay with those classes. august 10th can't come fast enough for these classes to end, though.
i haven't really been working due to lack of time, motivation, and desire to be around aunt donna for longer than necessary. savings are slowly dwindling.
i started dieting and working out as soon as my tonsils were healed and i had permission to do physical activity. so for the past eight or so weeks i've been doing that. i'm down 18.8 pounds so far and plan to lose 16.2 more pounds by the time i go back to rowan.
i have a boyfriend kind of guy now, his name is tom. nothing has been defined between us, even if he did introduce me as his girlfriend to some people last weekend. i figure there is no need to get involved in a relationship when i'm just going to leave for school soon anyway. but yeah, about him. he's not going to be very good for me, plain and simple. he works for my dad, does a lot of drugs, drinks, doesn't have his life together, has lots [and getting another today, i believe.. its a toss up between "habitual over-the-line stepper" "born asshole" or "no ordinary love"] of tattoos, he's a little out of control, all that good stuff. and uh, he just turned 29. yeah! i know know to pick the winners! but whatever, like i tell everyone else, he's just there for whatever free time i can scrounge up. he keeps me entertained and that's all i really care about.
aunt donna, on the other hand, cares a little too much. she approached me the other day and informed me that she heard that i was sleeping with tom [keep in mind this is the first that shes ever said to me about even BEING with tom. we both kept it a secret around her so we didn't have to be attacked with knives or chastity belts.]. and apparently that rumor started from toms mouth to person #1, person #1 told person #2 and person #2 told donna. i'm not sleeping with him, so i don't know where that came from. but thanks, great, that is just what i need. like i don't i have enough shit to think about at this point. i tried to play detective to figure out the situation but i can't. i can't figure out common people between donna and tom, other than arbor people [which she said didn't say it to her], that they could spread that to. then again donna could be lying to me it because she hates tom that much and on the other hand tom could be doing it because he's really good at lying and i told him that i wouldn't sleep with him anyway. that could have been a low blow and he thought it'd be funny to tell people that we were. whatever. i can't figure it out. i'm going to just forget about it and go on.
so yeah. that's basically my life right now. i see friends here and there, but i usually have to go home and do homework, which is way lame. [i miss you guys.]