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HOMECOMING
is by far the most stressful day wait no no WEEK of my life
not only do i have the stress all the other girls in the world have
of what dress to get and all the appointments but i also have the
stress of planning the whole week (spirit week) and doing all
the lunch time activities, HC float, and all that fun stuff it just gets
out of control. but anyways ... like i hate stressing like whose gonna
ask me is anyone going to ask me? lol probley not but all well
but homecoming is still EXTREMLY fun i love getting all dressed up.
but moving on ...
have you ever liked a guy and like got so (emotionaly) hurt by them and like
no matter how hard you try you cant stop liking them.. i hate it for reals.
i want to like kyle (and i do) but god damnit people from the past are coming up
and its hard .. really hard like i hear songs and i see pictures that remind me of him
and like i feel sad like i liked him soooo much and than ah .. yeahh im sure youve all heard the story
but like seriously like its just hard .. i know kyle is like 10000000000 x better than he
ever was or will be ... and i really dont want to like that certain someone anymore
AT ALL .. but its like hes the one i couldnt have .. or i had him and i lost him and ah
idk ... :( .. it just sucks to still be thinking about him after all the shit thats gone down
but .. yeah know w/e im sure it just takes time to get over and i still have kyle ..
to bad he only lives like 300 miles away but thats ok.
other than that today was a happy day ...
a certain (HCUTE) someone told me they were in love with me
but they were jk and all but still one step closer to me marrying him
haha jk ..
this weekend better fucking rock ..
i have to much stress .. >:(!
i like the song im listening to .. download it now