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i am so fuckin ready to jus flip out on someone right now. i am in one of THE WORST MOODS EVER! ugh i jus want to fuckin scream and hit someone. the softball game was good and then turned ugly. and i got wicked frustrated and then i was the next batter and i had all of this i jus wanted to hit the fuckin ball and all 3 batters, up and strike outs. gotta fuckin love it right. FUCK.
then i get home aftr the game and chad is being the biggest fucking prick to me which makes me want to flip out even more!! so then i jus walk away and go into ashleys room because she was in there and i had to tlk to her, i asked her what happened to my pills (idk if i said something but this morning when i went down there to get them for my sister there was about a handfull left and half of them were broken. i didn't know what to think) so i asked her about it and she basically flipped out saying she wasn't the one who did that and the other guys did adn she told them to stop and then she took them away from her. but i was only asking because ur not suppose to take halfs of those pills ur suppose to take one every 6 - 8 hours. so i didn't know if she was takin half pills thinking it was ok or w.e. so then i explained to her that when i gave her the bottle about 2 months ago it was about 3 quarters full. now there is less than a handfull.... im worried that maybe she took a lot of them to try and hurt herself or something but idk.... and i didn't say that to her though.so then after i asked her about the amount she freaked out and signed a lot went into her room turned the light off and laid in bed. i was liek thanks a lot ashley. and so then... i go into the other room because there were a couple of people there and i ask what happened to the naproxen and jake went off "oh u shouldn;t take that stuff it fucked me up" i was liek that medicine is used for cramps, backaches, and bloating. so i htink thats y it fucked u up. and then lisa ask what was wrong and i told them and she said who cares its only a little bottle and i was liek i care because it wasn't anyone elses to touch but mine and if that ashleys. and lisa was like no big deal jus take 2 halfs and u got a whle i was liek thats not the fucking point the fucking point is that im missing half the bottle. i had 3 quarters of it full when i gave it to ash 2 months ago and now i have not even a handfull. and lisa was liek so what buy more. i was like im jus sayng i would liek to know what happened to my medicine and if someone took them and tried to sell them or what or used them to try and get drugged up and feeling good off of them. and lisa continued oh well jus buy more no big deal.... wtf. so then.... im upstairs eating and after im done i mention to my mom, hwat am i gonna do about cap and gown, and she said idk wat r u gonna do. and i asked if we had one and she said no she doesn't know. and i was liek great. gradutation in a couple weeks and me nor mat have cap or gown. idk. my mom jus kinda laughed in my face ad said how come u didn't order one. i was liek oh because i had the money and the support from u to order one. and i said the same thing about mat and my mom was liek well mat usually always has his own money. i reminded her that i have more money than him and ih ave it saved. but idk. im tired and pissed off about a lot of stuff
on the brightre side im getting my broken down piece of shit sorry excuse for a car back today. :-) forced smile. since i've been waiting so fuckin long. and now school is going to be over, softball is over, and play is over, so i have no use for a car really anymore except for work. plus its still broken so i need to have someone look at it and then get the parts that it needs and put those in.
ok so i jus got my car back. turns out this whole time it jus needed oil. HA!! thats the biggest fuckin joke ever. oh well. i still can't drive it though. im almost in no rush so its ok. im in a little better of a mood now. i went downstairs and listened to my litte brothers invadorzims cd lol and it was funny. so now im in a better of a mood but im madd tired...
ok im going to bed. nite!
then i get home aftr the game and chad is being the biggest fucking prick to me which makes me want to flip out even more!! so then i jus walk away and go into ashleys room because she was in there and i had to tlk to her, i asked her what happened to my pills (idk if i said something but this morning when i went down there to get them for my sister there was about a handfull left and half of them were broken. i didn't know what to think) so i asked her about it and she basically flipped out saying she wasn't the one who did that and the other guys did adn she told them to stop and then she took them away from her. but i was only asking because ur not suppose to take halfs of those pills ur suppose to take one every 6 - 8 hours. so i didn't know if she was takin half pills thinking it was ok or w.e. so then i explained to her that when i gave her the bottle about 2 months ago it was about 3 quarters full. now there is less than a handfull.... im worried that maybe she took a lot of them to try and hurt herself or something but idk.... and i didn't say that to her though.so then after i asked her about the amount she freaked out and signed a lot went into her room turned the light off and laid in bed. i was liek thanks a lot ashley. and so then... i go into the other room because there were a couple of people there and i ask what happened to the naproxen and jake went off "oh u shouldn;t take that stuff it fucked me up" i was liek that medicine is used for cramps, backaches, and bloating. so i htink thats y it fucked u up. and then lisa ask what was wrong and i told them and she said who cares its only a little bottle and i was liek i care because it wasn't anyone elses to touch but mine and if that ashleys. and lisa was like no big deal jus take 2 halfs and u got a whle i was liek thats not the fucking point the fucking point is that im missing half the bottle. i had 3 quarters of it full when i gave it to ash 2 months ago and now i have not even a handfull. and lisa was liek so what buy more. i was like im jus sayng i would liek to know what happened to my medicine and if someone took them and tried to sell them or what or used them to try and get drugged up and feeling good off of them. and lisa continued oh well jus buy more no big deal.... wtf. so then.... im upstairs eating and after im done i mention to my mom, hwat am i gonna do about cap and gown, and she said idk wat r u gonna do. and i asked if we had one and she said no she doesn't know. and i was liek great. gradutation in a couple weeks and me nor mat have cap or gown. idk. my mom jus kinda laughed in my face ad said how come u didn't order one. i was liek oh because i had the money and the support from u to order one. and i said the same thing about mat and my mom was liek well mat usually always has his own money. i reminded her that i have more money than him and ih ave it saved. but idk. im tired and pissed off about a lot of stuff
on the brightre side im getting my broken down piece of shit sorry excuse for a car back today. :-) forced smile. since i've been waiting so fuckin long. and now school is going to be over, softball is over, and play is over, so i have no use for a car really anymore except for work. plus its still broken so i need to have someone look at it and then get the parts that it needs and put those in.
ok so i jus got my car back. turns out this whole time it jus needed oil. HA!! thats the biggest fuckin joke ever. oh well. i still can't drive it though. im almost in no rush so its ok. im in a little better of a mood now. i went downstairs and listened to my litte brothers invadorzims cd lol and it was funny. so now im in a better of a mood but im madd tired...
ok im going to bed. nite!