these negative feelings

May 11, 2005 17:37

Woo Havent updated :)

Softball + Sarah= Not Working out so well. I mean im doing pretty good, getting some hits, catching some pop ups. But jeez MY TEAM! THEY SUCK ASS! Leanne and I practically kill ourselves for them, but my new team just doesnt seem to be the kind of ballers me and leanne are. I mean when u run to first base its like 20 ft thats not that long to run and we see some people like jogging there. Complete fatties huh? But yeah anyways we suck :)!

School is bugging the shit out of me. I cannot wait till summer! Mrs. Depoorter is a complete bitch and gives out homework in every subject she teaches. I'm just PMSing right now so i may seem like a little bitch, but jeez every teacher bugs me so bad. Even Aman, he like hates me now and me and him used to be cool but now its like I'm the worst student possible. I hate school.

Heres for the positive of my journal- I love my friends so effing much, you have no clue. I have so many friends I couldn't even list them right here. They all are like the most amazing people i have ever met. They each have something special about them that makes them so cool. I've become so close with Kaiti-lyn, it's amazing! WE hang out EVERY week. I love that girl to death!!! When I'm in a bad mood at school i see her and she puts a smile on my face. my friends are fucking awesome :)

Now heres another negative- My 8th grade hotties. I havent hung out with them in like forever. Allie, Kelly, Bri, Alyssa, Shelby, Paige- I love them all so much. I like can never hang with them though! Girls we gotta do sumthing soon, you guys are the best!!!

Idk having a negative day and i just am like really sick and tired of everything. But It's weird. When I was in choir, usually me and dom sit together and cuddle and talk for like ever, and to add to my negative thoughts he wasnt in choir that day. So i was sitting there pissed off thinking he wasn't gonna be there and then during the middle of choir he came and I saw him and was so happy. He always makes me laugh and when ever im around him I usually feel better because he always makes me smile. :) I love em!
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