Here's the thing
I'm very bored with my life right now... I really really am.
Work sucks
I'm about to have to move back in with my parents
And I can't make myself take classes... I panic.
All of these things together might make a normal person unhappy or depressed. However I mostly just find myself bored.
For a brief few months my life was exciting... Things were progressing and I lived out on my own and I was keeping up with all of my bills. I felt... somehow worth something just for doing that I guess.
These days I find myself driving aimlessly around jacksonville, smoking the same cigarettes, listening to the same 3 songs that come on the radio.
Maybe Orlando on Tuesday will perk me up... I need some sort of jolt... Mini vacations usually do that sort of thing for me. I'll dress up every day and go out every night and have fun... on my own.
I'm gonna go take a shower.
Then I'll probably leave my mother's and drive around aimlessly
Work sucks
I'm about to have to move back in with my parents
And I can't make myself take classes... I panic.
All of these things together might make a normal person unhappy or depressed. However I mostly just find myself bored.
For a brief few months my life was exciting... Things were progressing and I lived out on my own and I was keeping up with all of my bills. I felt... somehow worth something just for doing that I guess.
These days I find myself driving aimlessly around jacksonville, smoking the same cigarettes, listening to the same 3 songs that come on the radio.
Maybe Orlando on Tuesday will perk me up... I need some sort of jolt... Mini vacations usually do that sort of thing for me. I'll dress up every day and go out every night and have fun... on my own.
I'm gonna go take a shower.
Then I'll probably leave my mother's and drive around aimlessly