Jul 27, 2005 10:48
blahh. so i guess i'm really not in that much trouble. monday was morgen & lorynn's birthday =] their the shit, not to mention my best friends. tristin came over after work, we pretty much did absolutly nothing, layed in my room & listened to the radio..talked. ANYWAY. ;) so tuesday i had cheering, it wasn't bad at all. it's going really well actually, everyone's getting along & what not. we're all hitting everything, i love cheering. =) So after that, i came home for a while, got ready & what not. thenn tris & i went out to dinner at Ruby Tuesday's then back to his house. again i whooped his assss on the trampoline..haha - although i did accidently hit him in the nose, i felt like a huge jerk. i'm an idiot. heh. he wasn't mad though..soo then we watched Coach Carter. we had fun..aggrivated at times, but still amazing =). haha..velma..you're gay so funny. so mom picked me up around like 10:30ish, on the way home the side of my stomach started to hurt wicked bad..to the point where i had to actually try to breath. Then i got home & was in excrushiating (sp?) pain..i was on the phone with tristin ballingg, & i never ever cry when i'm hurt. then morgen called him & he told her to call me, i just kinda wanted to talk to her for awhile. So around 11:30 i went to the emergency room, talked to tristin the entire way there, & while i was in the waiting room. i love him so so so SO much, seriously i would absolutly die without him. i pretty much thought i was going too last night, soo - didn't end up leaving the ER until like 2:30ish, i just came home & passed out. I woke up this morning, & it hurt again, just not as much..it hurt like when you're running for awhile. except worse. i REALLY wanted to go to cheering today, so much. but i didn't want to get hurt worse..so i stayed home. + tristin didn't want me too..i pretty much cried when i couldn't go though. =( oh well. tomorrow i WILL be going, whether i'm dying or not. on a lighter note..
fucking KRIS is comming home today, you don't even know how happy i am. i'm SO excited to see her, if our parents let us morgen & i are going to put lawn chairs on her front lawn & wait for her to get back..kris said she wanted a party on her front lawn, BUT since we're all idiots and got caught. we can't have a party. but we CAN sit in lawn chairs w. hawaiian cups & umbrellas in them. =) haha with my little pony, skittles & balloons. pretty happy about it. &&& on a not so light note..
tristin's leaving on friday. =( i'm so sad already, i'm most likely going to cry when he leaves.
i love him ♥ SO fucking much.
so i guess i'm going to find a good movie to watch. =)
bye bye beautifuls♥
oh & i don't see how you could ever be..anything but mine___♥