bleed for me - i didn't get to notice you. <3

[xbeauty_remains]

haven't updated in forever, & i'm bored so i figured i should. =)-- everything's been so blah lately. i hate it so much. School hasn't even been that bad really, obviously it's wicked gay..but not that bad. none of my classes are HORRIBLE algebra 2, i wouldn't mind advising to blow me - but whatever. Last week was Spirit week, it was alright i guess. Juniors suck wicked bad - all the time. At the assembly on Friday 8 of us had to do the lifesaver thing [ gay. hated it. so hard. ] we cheated =) whatever though, seniors did too. & sophmores are all huge sluts and won everything - they suck bad. who even cares though really?..Friday night went to the bapts/hermon game. won 2-1 =) thenn lauren & i went to the mall, waited for Sarah to get out of work, thenn went to Hillary's for the night..we won't talk about that. Saturday, pretty much slept all day. felt like i was going to die, brent was SUPPOSED to bring me soup after the game, but he didn't. jerk -- Sunday Megan came over & we watched Laguna beach season 1, & talked. then Tristin came over until 930ish. i missed him SO much, i'm seriously in love with him, there's not even a way around it♥ we're kind of bleh right now but, things always work out.i love him & he loves me so it'll be okay. =)
I'm not even going to lie though, i miss a some people so much..we haven't been talking at all lately, hanging out or anything - it sucks so bad i hate it. & i don't even know why. boys i'm assuming..who knows. but it sucks.=( but yeah. later i think megan's gonna come over and watch one tree hill season 1, blehh. today's shitty i'm upset about it.

bye bye beautifuls♥

you know that i love you.
there's no one above you
baby you're my number one ♥