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Today I realized how independent I am.
I'm never able to tell people how I feel
because I'll just get shit for it,
and I don't ever have best friends
that don't live 300 miles away from me.
I never have a person I feel like I can tell anything to
and I rely on myself only.
I think that's why I'm always down on myself because I can't blame anyone else.
I wish I wasn't like this, I feel alone all the time.
I always help people with their problems
but when I start talking about myself or something I feel like that's wrong, they don't give a shit.
I don't know, I hated today, I think too much.
I'm never able to tell people how I feel
because I'll just get shit for it,
and I don't ever have best friends
that don't live 300 miles away from me.
I never have a person I feel like I can tell anything to
and I rely on myself only.
I think that's why I'm always down on myself because I can't blame anyone else.
I wish I wasn't like this, I feel alone all the time.
I always help people with their problems
but when I start talking about myself or something I feel like that's wrong, they don't give a shit.
I don't know, I hated today, I think too much.