The most I could do was to just blame myself...<3333
Had a game in Orlando today. i played soooo good i was so happy. like this was my first game since my surgery, i havent played since the end of april and i think i did real good. we lost though 3-2, we should have won. we dominated. we scored our third goal which would have won us the game except the ref. called putnam off sides. pretty pissed about that cuz the other team scored in like the last minute. its alright though, i mean our goalie was playing with a torn maniscus and is getting surgery friday so yeah. but i was real happy. i gotta game tomorrow too, hopefully i play as good. oo and my calves were good they didnt bother me. happy about that too.
After that i went shopping and then just came home and watched scarface. well some of it. im too tired.
Tried to call me lovely sarah today, she didnt pick up though and still hasnt called me back :~( bummed about that. i really miss her. she needs to get her ass down here so i can see her! lol love ya sis!
Wow i got the most shocking phone call today. well first off my dad tells me everytime he leaves to call him, and i always forget too :~/ and finally before my game today i decided to call him. he wasnt there so i left a message. After my game, he called me his voice was all shaken up and he sounded different. he said to me he was almost just killed. i was shocked. him and his friend were golfing in lockport underneath a huge hill and they were sitting in there golf-cart recording there scores when someone shouted watch out. he said they figured it was just a miss hit ball so they ducked. he said then he heard this noise and looked over and a car was flying down the hill coming right at him. he said it hit a tree four feet away from him and the car split into two. if the tree hadnt been there he would have been killed. he told me that the only thing going through his head was "I can't die, im too young to die. i want to be with my family and see them more before i die" when he said this to me i felt so idk. but yeah im so thankful that the tree was there to save his life and i believe that there is a reason he is still alive. maybe the reason is so he can spend more time with my mom, brother and i. idk im just real happy he is alive and wow words cant even explain how i feel. wow
So yeah thinking about losing people you love at the most random time has really made me think about things. it makes me real sad. i mean i never see my dad and to think he could have died today kills me. im just happy he is ok. I also think that anything can happen to any of my loves at home. this really made me miss everyone more and just idk. im bad at saying all this emotional shit. idk it just makes me miss everyone and want to see everyone and talk to them to make sure everything is going ok. idk. nvm...so yeah crazy things can happen...
im out
love, wellsley brielle <3
After that i went shopping and then just came home and watched scarface. well some of it. im too tired.
Tried to call me lovely sarah today, she didnt pick up though and still hasnt called me back :~( bummed about that. i really miss her. she needs to get her ass down here so i can see her! lol love ya sis!
Wow i got the most shocking phone call today. well first off my dad tells me everytime he leaves to call him, and i always forget too :~/ and finally before my game today i decided to call him. he wasnt there so i left a message. After my game, he called me his voice was all shaken up and he sounded different. he said to me he was almost just killed. i was shocked. him and his friend were golfing in lockport underneath a huge hill and they were sitting in there golf-cart recording there scores when someone shouted watch out. he said they figured it was just a miss hit ball so they ducked. he said then he heard this noise and looked over and a car was flying down the hill coming right at him. he said it hit a tree four feet away from him and the car split into two. if the tree hadnt been there he would have been killed. he told me that the only thing going through his head was "I can't die, im too young to die. i want to be with my family and see them more before i die" when he said this to me i felt so idk. but yeah im so thankful that the tree was there to save his life and i believe that there is a reason he is still alive. maybe the reason is so he can spend more time with my mom, brother and i. idk im just real happy he is alive and wow words cant even explain how i feel. wow
So yeah thinking about losing people you love at the most random time has really made me think about things. it makes me real sad. i mean i never see my dad and to think he could have died today kills me. im just happy he is ok. I also think that anything can happen to any of my loves at home. this really made me miss everyone more and just idk. im bad at saying all this emotional shit. idk it just makes me miss everyone and want to see everyone and talk to them to make sure everything is going ok. idk. nvm...so yeah crazy things can happen...
im out
love, wellsley brielle <3