~But the truth is I've never fallen so hard~
I dont even know how I'd describe my life right now-i mean there are def some pros and cons. but yeah life is the same i guess...
Ahh my sister sarah and i are talking again and i love it...i think things are back to normal? idk i think so. but yeah she is sooo staying with me an extra week when shes here in florida. wow definitly cant wait for that!!! love ya muahzz
So school today...haha kinda got like a 20 min detention type deal. See my bio class has a new teacher now instead of Dr. Mosca Fotch (a.k.a. Dr. MoFo), yeah and we told him class ended at 10 instead of 10:20 so he let us out and it was great. but he got pissed so we "owe" him 20 min. i love it i find it soo funny. History was history, new kids though i love me class, great ppl.
Soccer-OMG i sooo died. we had to basically sprint to half field and back 3xs in 60 seconds. And do that for 8xs. they gave us a 120 second brake in between, but yeah that doesnt do shit. it sucked.
urgh we did our "screenings" today too. that is where they test ur ligaments and stuff to see how prone you are to injuries or w/e. i did alright considering i just had surgery.
urgh we also had our body comp. test. this is where they test the amount of body fat mass and muscle mass and then compare. they then figure out like how it goes with your height and weight and figure out a meal plan for you. its so ridiculous, i mean its not like anyone follows the meal plan anyways. Like last year i had to eat 2200 calories in a day, and they wanted me to lose like 5 lbs. so yeah u really dont need to follow it b.c. you will lose weight no matter how much you eat here. 2200 is sooo much food. i cant eat 1500 a day and likes when i like stuff my face. But yeah when the did the test it hurt my calves soo much when he pinched then to see the mass. i hated it.
o yeah and i cried today. ive cried like 5xs this year, and i never cry. i like to keep things inside...like so far i cried when:
1. they did the compartment syndrome test...well with that i was screaming cuz ive never had pain like that in my life.
2. when sarah was crying...it hurts so bad when ur bff cries :~(
3. when i left sarah for the last time
4. when i found out sarah was mad at me
5. when my brother went insane...wont mention the details
6. when brian and shane had a talk with me about all the shit goin down
7. fitness today...my calves hurt the no other and i thought i got screwed by my surgery.
...yeah the last reason was when i cried today and yeah it hurt so bad. but now there good so maybe the surgery was worth it. idk too early in the season to tell. but that is wayyy to many times to cry. i need to stop. wtf is wrong with me?
rochelle...dude you did so good juggling today. props for that. yeah if we do that everyday...wow. yeah but yeah great job couz!!
omg i have a sinus infection. im soo pissed. i seriously cant go a month without being sick. its gayyy
so im still shocked i cried. i have issues...
oo and i had to talk to the sports pyschology coach today, and she scares me. idk she was like u need to act happy and enthusiastic...i dont get that. lol
well im out i got to work out at fricken 7 am tomorrow. i hate it!
well later
<3 wellsley brielle
Ahh my sister sarah and i are talking again and i love it...i think things are back to normal? idk i think so. but yeah she is sooo staying with me an extra week when shes here in florida. wow definitly cant wait for that!!! love ya muahzz
So school today...haha kinda got like a 20 min detention type deal. See my bio class has a new teacher now instead of Dr. Mosca Fotch (a.k.a. Dr. MoFo), yeah and we told him class ended at 10 instead of 10:20 so he let us out and it was great. but he got pissed so we "owe" him 20 min. i love it i find it soo funny. History was history, new kids though i love me class, great ppl.
Soccer-OMG i sooo died. we had to basically sprint to half field and back 3xs in 60 seconds. And do that for 8xs. they gave us a 120 second brake in between, but yeah that doesnt do shit. it sucked.
urgh we did our "screenings" today too. that is where they test ur ligaments and stuff to see how prone you are to injuries or w/e. i did alright considering i just had surgery.
urgh we also had our body comp. test. this is where they test the amount of body fat mass and muscle mass and then compare. they then figure out like how it goes with your height and weight and figure out a meal plan for you. its so ridiculous, i mean its not like anyone follows the meal plan anyways. Like last year i had to eat 2200 calories in a day, and they wanted me to lose like 5 lbs. so yeah u really dont need to follow it b.c. you will lose weight no matter how much you eat here. 2200 is sooo much food. i cant eat 1500 a day and likes when i like stuff my face. But yeah when the did the test it hurt my calves soo much when he pinched then to see the mass. i hated it.
o yeah and i cried today. ive cried like 5xs this year, and i never cry. i like to keep things inside...like so far i cried when:
1. they did the compartment syndrome test...well with that i was screaming cuz ive never had pain like that in my life.
2. when sarah was crying...it hurts so bad when ur bff cries :~(
3. when i left sarah for the last time
4. when i found out sarah was mad at me
5. when my brother went insane...wont mention the details
6. when brian and shane had a talk with me about all the shit goin down
7. fitness today...my calves hurt the no other and i thought i got screwed by my surgery.
...yeah the last reason was when i cried today and yeah it hurt so bad. but now there good so maybe the surgery was worth it. idk too early in the season to tell. but that is wayyy to many times to cry. i need to stop. wtf is wrong with me?
rochelle...dude you did so good juggling today. props for that. yeah if we do that everyday...wow. yeah but yeah great job couz!!
omg i have a sinus infection. im soo pissed. i seriously cant go a month without being sick. its gayyy
so im still shocked i cried. i have issues...
oo and i had to talk to the sports pyschology coach today, and she scares me. idk she was like u need to act happy and enthusiastic...i dont get that. lol
well im out i got to work out at fricken 7 am tomorrow. i hate it!
well later
<3 wellsley brielle