i want you to know what i miss you ... i miss you so
everyone ive every loved has "abandoned" me in some way or another. i keep haveing dreams that tell me im scared ryan is going to do the same.
today is the 18th. . .i need someone here with me. i just called katie, but shes out somewhere and its loud...
im tryn to convince my mom to let me go home the 23rd. i dont think its working though. as every day goes by i just sink lower and lower into this depression. i wonder how things will be when i get back. im going to get my license asap.
an old friend of mine has come back into my life...
it feels good to talk to him again.
sal got a pink house and i think its funny.
they want me to go see it when i get home.
do you notice that im gone...
Kyle DiChiera: ryan is a lucky bastard becasue he has you
Kyle DiChiera: haha he still plays that game
untouchable fate: every day
Kyle DiChiera: damn
Kyle DiChiera: shit i'd be playin with you fuck that game
today is the 18th. . .i need someone here with me. i just called katie, but shes out somewhere and its loud...
im tryn to convince my mom to let me go home the 23rd. i dont think its working though. as every day goes by i just sink lower and lower into this depression. i wonder how things will be when i get back. im going to get my license asap.
an old friend of mine has come back into my life...
it feels good to talk to him again.
sal got a pink house and i think its funny.
they want me to go see it when i get home.
do you notice that im gone...
Kyle DiChiera: ryan is a lucky bastard becasue he has you
Kyle DiChiera: haha he still plays that game
untouchable fate: every day
Kyle DiChiera: damn
Kyle DiChiera: shit i'd be playin with you fuck that game