i can feel nothing. nothing at all.

[xbeautifulchaos]

school sucks.
i hate it.

i havent slept in 35 hours.
i havent eaten in 3 days.
my face went numb.
my body got this cold sinsation.
my eyes heated up.
i wanted to cry.

i got home and fell to the floor.

through all of this...you still mean the world to me.

im going outside to gaze at the stars and wonder if im insane yet?