say you'll never go say you'll never go
my dad just called. hm. He kept talking about how much he loves my mom and my sisters and me, and how he wants to fix everything, but I didn't know anything was wrong. And he promised he was never going to yell at me again. Never again. But that's not who my dad is. It's just not who he is. And he said he'll be home as soon as Janice lets him come home. I cried so hard after we hung up, I threw up. But it's gonna be ok. He said it is.
It was just so weird going to sleep without him in the house last night. And Janice woke me up this morning, not my dad. I miss him.
I love the color. Not the heartache.
I'm gonna have Jessy cut my hair tomorrow after school, I think. Fun.
There's this kid on my bus who has a higher voice than I do. And he touches the kid that he sits with. And they argue over Target cards.