yeahwow.
Geez. its like, one thing right after another. just when i think it cant get any worse..it just...does. somehow. FIRST OF ALL all that shit about my moms boyrfriend molesting me and crap. thats "over". for them, at least. they wanted me to "talk" about it with him. yeah, right. id rather just die. so i told my mom everything was fine. he didnt "mean it like that". so now when he kisses me hello its just weird and gross and i want out. badly. but theres absolutely nothing i can do.
And i also love how ppl who are supposed to be your best friend show their true feelings after youve confided everything in them. its great. someone wanna get the knife out of my back? anyone? or how about you just put ANOTHER one in my heart and make it even. he wants to know when im going to let all this go? how about when he stops being such a damn ass hole.
And i also love how ppl that KNOW YOU LIKE THEM feel free to talk about the people that THEY like. oh, dont mind me...im just everyones fucking "friend" so i mean, a good "friend" would listen to someones problems like that, right? of course. WELL THATS WHAT I AM RIGHT?! A GOOD FRIEND?!?! =/
im really over it and i wish things would get better =(
And i also love how ppl who are supposed to be your best friend show their true feelings after youve confided everything in them. its great. someone wanna get the knife out of my back? anyone? or how about you just put ANOTHER one in my heart and make it even. he wants to know when im going to let all this go? how about when he stops being such a damn ass hole.
And i also love how ppl that KNOW YOU LIKE THEM feel free to talk about the people that THEY like. oh, dont mind me...im just everyones fucking "friend" so i mean, a good "friend" would listen to someones problems like that, right? of course. WELL THATS WHAT I AM RIGHT?! A GOOD FRIEND?!?! =/
im really over it and i wish things would get better =(