xRemember.To.Feel.Realx
Well, guess what.
I'm sick. Again. My head is pounding. I'm coughing up blood. I can't breath right. It feels like someone is sitting inside my rip cage. And while they were climbing in there, they kicked my rib cage over and over again. For some reason it feels as if someone did just that. My ribs hurt so bad. Like I feel so exhausted, so I tried to curl up in my bed and sleep, but just the feeling of my ribs touching the bed hurt too bad. So, I'm sitting here curled up in a chair. Laptop on my lap. Head against the wall. I've got my inhaler sitting right next to me. It's been my bestfriend for the night. Mom called earlier and I got her all worried about me. She keeps calling just to check up on me. I didn't mean to get her worried. But I sounded horrible when she called and so she asked. I couldn't say nothing, when something apparently was.
I wrote a lot in my notebook tonight. It was nice.
I talked to Carol and one of her friends is gonna cut/dye my hair when I go home next weekend. I'm excited. I know exactally what I want down to it. I sent pictures to the chick who is gonna do it. I can't wait. My hair looks hella shitty right now.
Uhm, I really don't have anything else to say. I'm just bored like woah. That's it.
You figured me out
I'm like a leaf in the wind
I try to find who I am
But wind up lost in the end
Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not
'Cause you know I change myself
To impress whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe
I'd wait it out for you
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe
I'd wait it out for you
x.Armor.For.Sleep.x
I'm sick. Again. My head is pounding. I'm coughing up blood. I can't breath right. It feels like someone is sitting inside my rip cage. And while they were climbing in there, they kicked my rib cage over and over again. For some reason it feels as if someone did just that. My ribs hurt so bad. Like I feel so exhausted, so I tried to curl up in my bed and sleep, but just the feeling of my ribs touching the bed hurt too bad. So, I'm sitting here curled up in a chair. Laptop on my lap. Head against the wall. I've got my inhaler sitting right next to me. It's been my bestfriend for the night. Mom called earlier and I got her all worried about me. She keeps calling just to check up on me. I didn't mean to get her worried. But I sounded horrible when she called and so she asked. I couldn't say nothing, when something apparently was.
I wrote a lot in my notebook tonight. It was nice.
I talked to Carol and one of her friends is gonna cut/dye my hair when I go home next weekend. I'm excited. I know exactally what I want down to it. I sent pictures to the chick who is gonna do it. I can't wait. My hair looks hella shitty right now.
Uhm, I really don't have anything else to say. I'm just bored like woah. That's it.
You figured me out
I'm like a leaf in the wind
I try to find who I am
But wind up lost in the end
Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not
'Cause you know I change myself
To impress whoever happens to be next to me
But I'm sick of trying so hard
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe
I'd wait it out for you
Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up, believe
I'd wait it out for you
x.Armor.For.Sleep.x