xProgress.Reportx
Is it a bad thing that I miss him like crazy?
Probably.
But it's probably worse that I check his away message every 5 seconds. It never changes. And my stomach still turns every time I read it.
I just don't get it. Everytime I told him how I felt about him, lying in his arms, he would tell me "Laura, listen, I care about you so much, but I just don't think I can be in a relationship right now." This went on for months and months.
But then this girl comes along. His knows her for a couple of days and now....
I saw him friday before I left... He called me by my name and it made my heart hurt a little.
Maybe, things are just different inside my head. Maybe, I took it all the wrong way. I don't know.
I found the cure to growing older
And you're the only place that feels like home
Just so you know, you'll never know
And some secrets weren't meant to be told
But I found the cure to growing older
I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again
And I've got arrogance down to a science
Oh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
So fitting, so fitting of the way you are
You can't cover it up
Can't cover it up
Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lips
I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles you've sipped
Back to your family cause I know you will be missed
So you can find a safe place, brace yourself
They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
But for what we've become, we just feel more alone
Always weigh what I've got against what I left
So progress report: I am missing you to death
x.Fall.Out.Boy.x
Probably.
But it's probably worse that I check his away message every 5 seconds. It never changes. And my stomach still turns every time I read it.
I just don't get it. Everytime I told him how I felt about him, lying in his arms, he would tell me "Laura, listen, I care about you so much, but I just don't think I can be in a relationship right now." This went on for months and months.
But then this girl comes along. His knows her for a couple of days and now....
I saw him friday before I left... He called me by my name and it made my heart hurt a little.
Maybe, things are just different inside my head. Maybe, I took it all the wrong way. I don't know.
I found the cure to growing older
And you're the only place that feels like home
Just so you know, you'll never know
And some secrets weren't meant to be told
But I found the cure to growing older
I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again
And I've got arrogance down to a science
Oh, and I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
So fitting, so fitting of the way you are
You can't cover it up
Can't cover it up
Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lips
I'm sending your fingernails and empty bottles you've sipped
Back to your family cause I know you will be missed
So you can find a safe place, brace yourself
They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
But for what we've become, we just feel more alone
Always weigh what I've got against what I left
So progress report: I am missing you to death
x.Fall.Out.Boy.x