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i feel like im going to throw up
is it just my mom, or does everyone elses moms say they are being influenced, and need to hangout with people their age, and that i need to be what she raises me to be, which is a weirdo christian, no tattoos becuase apparently i only like that stuff because everyone else does..so she shouldnt let me go to shows until im 18.and that everything i do is becuase of someone else, its not even possible that i like what i do and its who I am..and that theres no other views except to be christian, so why the fuck do they call this america again?..why do we learn different views of great americans? so we can all be the same? uhh no so we can form our own opinion to find out who we are, and what we believe. But you know, im just this person that does stuff because everrrryone else.
At this point, no im not religious, i dont say fuck god, but really it has just been a waste of time, i havent got shit out of it. how do you know the bible wasnt formed just to try and get people to somewhat be good? same thing as santa clause, its not real..its just something you tell you're kids to be good..and heaven could be something they tell us just so dying wont sound so terrible. whoooo knows, who cares im a good person and i care for so many people and wish i could help everyone, if thats not acceptable because i dont name myself something then I DONT CAREE, the only thing that matters is how i feel.
and my mom starts talking about this over me asking to go to a show.
is it just my mom, or does everyone elses moms say they are being influenced, and need to hangout with people their age, and that i need to be what she raises me to be, which is a weirdo christian, no tattoos becuase apparently i only like that stuff because everyone else does..so she shouldnt let me go to shows until im 18.and that everything i do is becuase of someone else, its not even possible that i like what i do and its who I am..and that theres no other views except to be christian, so why the fuck do they call this america again?..why do we learn different views of great americans? so we can all be the same? uhh no so we can form our own opinion to find out who we are, and what we believe. But you know, im just this person that does stuff because everrrryone else.
At this point, no im not religious, i dont say fuck god, but really it has just been a waste of time, i havent got shit out of it. how do you know the bible wasnt formed just to try and get people to somewhat be good? same thing as santa clause, its not real..its just something you tell you're kids to be good..and heaven could be something they tell us just so dying wont sound so terrible. whoooo knows, who cares im a good person and i care for so many people and wish i could help everyone, if thats not acceptable because i dont name myself something then I DONT CAREE, the only thing that matters is how i feel.
and my mom starts talking about this over me asking to go to a show.