crying through the twee
I read a whole bunch of backlogs on one of those secret sites today. I felt the same way as most of the people (even crazy high school emo kids). So, I have a confession, I think of myself as fearless however I have a phobia of bats (the animal) and I am super afraid of loosing my mind/going crazy/loosing the ability to remember things. Which makes PMS an even rougher ride (esp. this time around...I can't help be feeling like Sylvia Plath at least once a month).
Today just walking around sunny Annapolis was nice, just refreshing really to see somewhere new-ish. It reminds me of Philly (I <6 Philly) and it reminds me of Prof. Cain and Messitte (Vol-CAIN-o and PapaBear). I had one of the most interesting times in Ellicott City today as well. I don't know what else about it, but I have become more....I don't know if fearful is the right word but maybe edgy or focused in on certain eerie vibes in various places. When I was a kid I wasn't afraid of anything.
I have been looking at where else I want to travel to in Europe tonight, esp. since there is the possibliity that I will have Gregor (LDL) as my companion/partner in int'l crime. This excercise is usually reserved for when I was feeling especially stressed out at school, looking at a map just made me feel better. Now the feeling is double-good with the added notion that I will get to see some of these places (I will get to stand on the BIG BLACK DOTS AND THE STARS TOO!!)
I have just been sleeping and listening to music all evening and its amazing. To make myself not become too redic wi
th PMS by products I have (along w/ looking at postsecret/sleeping/looking at maps) been trying to figure out what I want to do to my hair come June 7th. Here are the choices...let me know what you think:
NO. 1
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v257/lordsebastian/hairpic.jpg
NO. 2
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v257/lordsebastian/hair.jpg
NO. 3 (i know its that girl from Rilo Kiley...I don't even like rilo kiley...but w/ez)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v257/lordsebastian/jennylewishair.jpg
No. 4 (keep it the way it is, only a little shorter)