Jul 29, 2006 13:18
It's too bad that everyone can't just get along these days. I really wish there was no drama ANYWHERE anymore, I mean we are out of high school right? so whats the point? can't we just grow up? Why hold grudges forever, why dwell on things forever... people need to suck up their pride and grow up and realize that we arent in high school anymore and just roll with the punches. Having problems with people and not being able to stand being around people is just a waste of time. Why can't everyone just be cool, instead of doing things intentionally to try and bother people or just to get a reaction. Or on the other side of that, why react to someone who is intentionally trying to bother you. Even if people don't want to be friends with each other, than they just shouldn't talk but they shouldn't make it a huge deal if they happen to be around the same group of friends one day. It wouldn't be like anyone is forcing anyone to talk. I am not about making enemies and I have no problems with anyone. I'm willing to hang out with anyone. Everyone just seriously needs to stop the bullshit and move on with their lives. If something is so bad... then just don't have it part of your life, its that simple. If something BOTHERS you enough to where you find yourself getting angry or annoyed or hurt or if you are TRYING to bother someone else..... all it means is that you still care about the person because they are still in your head and either they are still trying to get a reaction out of you so they know you still care enough to even get mad or youre reacting to them.
I'm moving away in two weeks, I'm really excited and I'm going to college. Doing grown up things gives me a weird feeling, but it's kind of good and somewhat a feeling of accomplishment. I LOVE my friends up there and can't wait to see them everyday, and I'm also looking forward to meeting a ton of new people and having fun and experiencing life. I'm going to be on my own for the first time without my parents... it's going to be weird at first but definitley a learning experience. I really hope I don't end up hated or hating anyone haha. I just want to have fun and hang out with my friends and be with my boyfriend finally. My cell phone plan is going to end soon and I'm getting a new one that I will be paying for. So that's another bill that I will be paying, plus rent, utilities, car payment, insurance, food. Boy am I excited.