(no subject)
i have a lot of thinking to do...
i am too weak, and i dont have the energy to fight with anyone.
i dont know what im turning into..
i dont like fighting.
i dont try and dwell on things and keep bringing things up, i just try and fix things.
i move so soon, i just miss him and its making this so much harder.
i want things to be perfect now, i know nothing is perfect... but i cant sleep thinking that things arent right.
i did go on a walk today, which is good, i finally went outside. i feel much better today, physically.
i got a lot of my school shit done today too so im pretty excited. krystian and i looked into apartments for me and catty when i get there. 3 more weeks. <3
i am too weak, and i dont have the energy to fight with anyone.
i dont know what im turning into..
i dont like fighting.
i dont try and dwell on things and keep bringing things up, i just try and fix things.
i move so soon, i just miss him and its making this so much harder.
i want things to be perfect now, i know nothing is perfect... but i cant sleep thinking that things arent right.
i did go on a walk today, which is good, i finally went outside. i feel much better today, physically.
i got a lot of my school shit done today too so im pretty excited. krystian and i looked into apartments for me and catty when i get there. 3 more weeks. <3