May 15, 2005 19:17
do you ever feel like the world around you is spinning too fast?
infact, it's spinning so fast you can't even gain controll of the thoughts in your head.
that it's so easy to continue standing, but yet you struggle.
you struggle and wobble, like a bowling pin, just waiting to be knocked down,
by the slightest gust of air.
do you ever feel like you just need to take the risk and fall,
is stead of holding it all in.
loosing controll of your emotions,
every single one.
you stand there looking down, amazed at how slow your going, but when you look up,
everything is going so fast you cant even catch a glips of whats going on.
you find this all over wellming, but yet it salves you?
your so salved by the fact that there is not one single thought in your head,
even if there is, you can't find the words that you would use.
i know exactly how that feels.