lost at sea.
No one will understand this post...so don't try. In fact, you can go ahead and skip this post. I'd make it private but for some fucked up reason the privacy option isn't showing and I'm too drunk to search more.
People KILL me. What the fuck was all that supposed to mean? I mean am I supposed to sacrifice my own happiness (or at least a small amount of happiness) because you're possessive? I mean I could understand the possessivness in relation to the other person...but to me? Why be possessive over me? It's like King Edward all over again - sure he had no real reason to believe he was the true ruler of Ireland other than what was in his syphillis ridden mind...but he just sorta appointed himself supreme ruler and kept on going. I am NOT your Ireland. And if that's what you think...then FUCK YOU. All this damn yuppie mentallity of invest nothing and get everything back. That's not how relationships work. Listen to me! We never even had a relationship, so how come you expect the special privledges involved with exes, lovers and such? BAH!
THIS is why I gave up on relationships a pretty long time ago. I'm much better with just keeping to myself. But nooooooooo, then I have to hear this tearful diatribe that you've been loading up for how long now? I don't even know. What I do know is I was doing just fine with my anti-relationship status, and how should that hurt you? You date around, you see whoever you want whenever you want and I have no say in that. So why the double standard for me? I was happy in my no hope, no way not ever happening outlook. But then you say these things and give me this entirely false hope for something that will never happen. It's not fair.
People KILL me. What the fuck was all that supposed to mean? I mean am I supposed to sacrifice my own happiness (or at least a small amount of happiness) because you're possessive? I mean I could understand the possessivness in relation to the other person...but to me? Why be possessive over me? It's like King Edward all over again - sure he had no real reason to believe he was the true ruler of Ireland other than what was in his syphillis ridden mind...but he just sorta appointed himself supreme ruler and kept on going. I am NOT your Ireland. And if that's what you think...then FUCK YOU. All this damn yuppie mentallity of invest nothing and get everything back. That's not how relationships work. Listen to me! We never even had a relationship, so how come you expect the special privledges involved with exes, lovers and such? BAH!
THIS is why I gave up on relationships a pretty long time ago. I'm much better with just keeping to myself. But nooooooooo, then I have to hear this tearful diatribe that you've been loading up for how long now? I don't even know. What I do know is I was doing just fine with my anti-relationship status, and how should that hurt you? You date around, you see whoever you want whenever you want and I have no say in that. So why the double standard for me? I was happy in my no hope, no way not ever happening outlook. But then you say these things and give me this entirely false hope for something that will never happen. It's not fair.