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--*--WARNING--*--
This is a long entry. Now, from that first sentance most of you won't even read this because you are just as lazy and unmotivated as I am (according to my parents). The only person likely to read this whole thing would be Jenn. The rest MIGHT skim. Oh well, do as you please. This is just to let out some 'steam' built up this morning.
--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: Not really... I grew up next to 'The Jungle', close enough.
Do you own "bling bling"?: I own fake 'bling-bling'. It is pretty rad.
What do you think about do-rags?: They shouldn't exist because they are super homosexual.
How about hip-hop?: I don't listen to it. My mom does though. I may know a couple of songs.
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I have never heard any of his 'songs' because I don't listen to rap. So, I really couldn't tell you.
what do youy think about afros?: I hate them. They are so ugly.
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: I have.
Total YES: 3
--Emo--
How often do you cry?: Not often.
Do you have an ex?: Yes.
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: I do not like acoustic all that much. I have an electric though!
Are you emotional?: Not really.
Do you like soft music?: Yes. If we are speaking of bands such as Straylight Run.
Do people understand you?: Some do, some don't. You can't win 'em all, eh?
Do u write your own songs?: Yes, but I defiently don't show anyone.
Is your hair dyed ?: Nope, I have never dyed it before. I am all natural... If you know what I mean. ha ha ha... I am sick.
Do you cut?: Used to for various reasons, but, I found a new solution. Whoo! Go me!
Total YES: 3 and a half
--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: Yes. I play lots of sports. Softball, volleyball, street hockey, soccer... whatever.
How important are they to you?: No, they are just something to do. Plus, it keeps my parents happy. And if they are happy, I am happy.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: Why the stereotypes, huh?
What do you think about football?: I don't really like football. I think it is kind of grody.
Were you considered a bully by anyone?: I would hope not. I think I am a fairly nice person.
Total YES: 1
--Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: Nope. I have 20/20 vision.
Do you get good grades?: I don't put much effort in, but, if I did, I am sure I would get good grades.
Are you smart?: If I applied myself I would be.
Do you use an inhaler?: he he he... No.
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: I am not that cool.
Does your mom buy your clothes?: Not usually. Sometimes. Today, she bought me this hippy-ish shirt. I didn't ask her for it, she just came home with it. It was odd.
How often are you on the computer?: Too often. It is quite sad, really.
Do you ever get picked on?: I have. Not very often, though.
Total YES: 2
--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: Nope. I have no balance. I would suck at it. Though, I told Nick I would try. So, I think I still should.
Do you wear Vans?: Yes, I have a pair. I do not wear them too often. They are very reliable shoes though.
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: HaH! All the time. It is craziness.
do you get in trouble?: Too often. I am almost always grounded.
Do you listen to punk bands: HaH! Of course! I am Katlan. I have been a big punk fan since eighth grade.
Do you have any piercings?: Uh huh. I have 8 ear peircings. I hope to get two more peircings. My belly button and my lip.
Total YES: 5
--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yes.
Do you own any black clothing?: Yes, most of my band shirts are black.
Do you think about death often?: Used to. I am much happier now.
Do you want to die? I used to. Every now and then the thought slips through. It is quite silly though.
Are you a social outcast?: No way! I have tons of friends.
Are you pale?: No, not usually. In the winter I am, like most people.
Do you like Hot Topic?: Nah, it is so overrated, just like clothes. ha ha ha... I think I like Rock America more and I like shopping online for clothes. Everyone shops at Hot Topic. I hate it. Well, it is a free country, so, I guess they can. But, I still don't like it.
Total YES: 2
--Prep--
do you say the word "like": Yes... It is a terrible habit, I know.
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: HaH! Nope.
Are the A&F models hot?: Not my type of guys. The guys have nice bodies, though. he he...
Rock music is bad, right?: HaH! No... That is all I listen to. You are fucking crazy.
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity? ha ha ha.. No, thanks. It might be cool for some people. It is just not for me. I hate cliques and such. I think that is what it would form.
Into jocks/popular guys/girls?: Not really, no. ha ha ha...
Are/were you a cheerleader? Never have, never will. Mark my words, bitch! lol...
Total YES: 1
--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: Nope, well, not really. It is just above the shoulder. Do you consider that long?
Are you a vegetarian?: No. I wouldn't mind being one though. I would miss ham and bacon though.
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: Yeah, sadly but truly (I love that Metallica song: Sad but True).
Do you want peace?: Yes, it would be nice. I hate fighting.
Do you want to save the animals: Not really. There are too many anyway.
What do you think about war? It is kind of pointless, just a lot.
Total YES: 2
Lyrics of the Day:
I have got no lyrics for my feelings.
Sunday:
Invited Payton over. Ethan couldn't come. Painted Payton's nails and mine. Listened to music. Attempted to watch the Boondock Saints. I forgot to show him my awesome magazines. Drove him home an hour later than the time he was supposed to get home. He got grounded until Thursday. Sorry Payton!
Monday:
Hung out with Ethan. We drove to Videos N' More and rented Saving Private Ryan. Went to his house and built a fort. We told his mom it was a bunker. It was quite funny. In the middle of the movie we went to his grandma's house to pick up some veggies for his mom. He showed me the pond and then we went back to his house finished the movie then talked of going to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. We ate meatloaf, potatoes, and green beans with his family. The food was good. Then, my dad was being a dickhead so we couldn't go to the movies. So, we put in Million Dollar Baby and then my dad called in the middle of that and said we could go. We had already started the movie so we said we would just go the next day.
Tuesday:
Hung out with Ethan again. He came and picked me up and we headed off to his grandma's pond. We swam for like an hour or two and relaxed on the raft. It was fun. Then, we headed out for food from Wendy's. Ate it at home and began to watch Hostage. We didn't finish that because I wanted to go to the movies and Ethan wanted to hang out with Ray. So, he dropped me off and Jenn was waiting at my door to drive me to the movies. That was pretty cool driving with Jenn. She is a good driver (from what I have seen). We met up with Frank K., Frankie S., Jason P., and David T. It was so much fun. Lots of crazy outbursts and things done. I was really loud and obnoxious throughout most of the movie and pointing out all the dirty things. I seen Sarah at the theatre and Alex and Julianne. That was cool. After the movie, we waited outside (as usual) and Emily and Brittany ran up to us to say hi. Then, afterwards my father picked Jenn, Frank, and me up. We listened to christmas music on the way home.
Wednesday morning:
So, I most definetly woke up at 7 AM. I had done this becuase Ethan and Jakub had both mentioned going to Six Flags today. I told Ethan I would ask my parents, so, I did. I didn't realize how much trouble I would get into for asking to go. It was very unexpected. My dad was fucking pissed and left the house before he beat my face in. My mom was more pissed and held her tongue until she got into the car and started screaming at me on the phone. I hate when she gets mad while she is driving. I am always scared she is going to get into a car accident. I think the reason why they are so pissed is because I asked to borrow money since I have none. It got stolen. We are going on vacation this Saturday to Minnesota for a week, so, that will be a lot of money spent right there. I can understand a little why they are mad. But, I think they got a little out of hand with their anger. My mom said a bunch of hurtful things on the phone. I wanted to hang-up but, it wasn't worth getting in trouble for. So, I just took the cruel words as if it didn't bother me at all. Which just made things worse. Here are her exact words, "Katlan, you are not living up to our expectations. How do you expect to borrow money from us when you can't do what every other kid can do. Most kids can do their homework and get their chores done. You cannot do either of them. I raised you, you are my kid. You are supposed to be better than all the kids out there. This isn't how I raised you. You have to show character. Do you understand why I am so mad and what you did wrong? I am so dissappointed in you. Just talking about all your lies and your mysteriously missing homework assignments makes me sick knowing that you show no character and that you are my kid. I don't want people to think that I raised you this way. This is the part your grandma instilled in you." She said that all in one breath. It was rather ridiculous. The worst part is, is that I don't think she said it just to be hurtful this time. She meant it.
My dad left money for me even thouh they were so pissed. There is a catch though! HaH! You thought the ending to the story would be a happy one, did you? Well, my dad said if I did decide to go then I would be grounded for a week and weekend. A complete week. Without my computer, my phone, my friends, and without my beloved music. I called Ethan told him I couldn't come. My mom called back again. This time telling me she was turning around to give me more money...? Does this puzzle anyone else? She says, "I forgot you wanted to get a season pass, so, I turned around to give you the money." I just looked at her like she was crazy. That pissed her off even more. Then I told her that I wasn't going because dad had given me a choice to make. I explained it to her. She said, "Well, you brought that upon yourself". She pulled away before I could even say thank you for turning around though.
Now, I have a guilty conscious. I really never thought I was that bad of a kid. I guess, obviously, I was wrong. I always thought, "Hey, at least I don't do drugs, I don't fuck every guy I see, and I put some effort in."
This is a long entry. Now, from that first sentance most of you won't even read this because you are just as lazy and unmotivated as I am (according to my parents). The only person likely to read this whole thing would be Jenn. The rest MIGHT skim. Oh well, do as you please. This is just to let out some 'steam' built up this morning.
--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: Not really... I grew up next to 'The Jungle', close enough.
Do you own "bling bling"?: I own fake 'bling-bling'. It is pretty rad.
What do you think about do-rags?: They shouldn't exist because they are super homosexual.
How about hip-hop?: I don't listen to it. My mom does though. I may know a couple of songs.
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I have never heard any of his 'songs' because I don't listen to rap. So, I really couldn't tell you.
what do youy think about afros?: I hate them. They are so ugly.
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: I have.
Total YES: 3
--Emo--
How often do you cry?: Not often.
Do you have an ex?: Yes.
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: I do not like acoustic all that much. I have an electric though!
Are you emotional?: Not really.
Do you like soft music?: Yes. If we are speaking of bands such as Straylight Run.
Do people understand you?: Some do, some don't. You can't win 'em all, eh?
Do u write your own songs?: Yes, but I defiently don't show anyone.
Is your hair dyed ?: Nope, I have never dyed it before. I am all natural... If you know what I mean. ha ha ha... I am sick.
Do you cut?: Used to for various reasons, but, I found a new solution. Whoo! Go me!
Total YES: 3 and a half
--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: Yes. I play lots of sports. Softball, volleyball, street hockey, soccer... whatever.
How important are they to you?: No, they are just something to do. Plus, it keeps my parents happy. And if they are happy, I am happy.
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: Why the stereotypes, huh?
What do you think about football?: I don't really like football. I think it is kind of grody.
Were you considered a bully by anyone?: I would hope not. I think I am a fairly nice person.
Total YES: 1
--Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: Nope. I have 20/20 vision.
Do you get good grades?: I don't put much effort in, but, if I did, I am sure I would get good grades.
Are you smart?: If I applied myself I would be.
Do you use an inhaler?: he he he... No.
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: I am not that cool.
Does your mom buy your clothes?: Not usually. Sometimes. Today, she bought me this hippy-ish shirt. I didn't ask her for it, she just came home with it. It was odd.
How often are you on the computer?: Too often. It is quite sad, really.
Do you ever get picked on?: I have. Not very often, though.
Total YES: 2
--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: Nope. I have no balance. I would suck at it. Though, I told Nick I would try. So, I think I still should.
Do you wear Vans?: Yes, I have a pair. I do not wear them too often. They are very reliable shoes though.
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: HaH! All the time. It is craziness.
do you get in trouble?: Too often. I am almost always grounded.
Do you listen to punk bands: HaH! Of course! I am Katlan. I have been a big punk fan since eighth grade.
Do you have any piercings?: Uh huh. I have 8 ear peircings. I hope to get two more peircings. My belly button and my lip.
Total YES: 5
--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yes.
Do you own any black clothing?: Yes, most of my band shirts are black.
Do you think about death often?: Used to. I am much happier now.
Do you want to die? I used to. Every now and then the thought slips through. It is quite silly though.
Are you a social outcast?: No way! I have tons of friends.
Are you pale?: No, not usually. In the winter I am, like most people.
Do you like Hot Topic?: Nah, it is so overrated, just like clothes. ha ha ha... I think I like Rock America more and I like shopping online for clothes. Everyone shops at Hot Topic. I hate it. Well, it is a free country, so, I guess they can. But, I still don't like it.
Total YES: 2
--Prep--
do you say the word "like": Yes... It is a terrible habit, I know.
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: HaH! Nope.
Are the A&F models hot?: Not my type of guys. The guys have nice bodies, though. he he...
Rock music is bad, right?: HaH! No... That is all I listen to. You are fucking crazy.
Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity? ha ha ha.. No, thanks. It might be cool for some people. It is just not for me. I hate cliques and such. I think that is what it would form.
Into jocks/popular guys/girls?: Not really, no. ha ha ha...
Are/were you a cheerleader? Never have, never will. Mark my words, bitch! lol...
Total YES: 1
--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: Nope, well, not really. It is just above the shoulder. Do you consider that long?
Are you a vegetarian?: No. I wouldn't mind being one though. I would miss ham and bacon though.
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: Yeah, sadly but truly (I love that Metallica song: Sad but True).
Do you want peace?: Yes, it would be nice. I hate fighting.
Do you want to save the animals: Not really. There are too many anyway.
What do you think about war? It is kind of pointless, just a lot.
Total YES: 2
Lyrics of the Day:
I have got no lyrics for my feelings.
Sunday:
Invited Payton over. Ethan couldn't come. Painted Payton's nails and mine. Listened to music. Attempted to watch the Boondock Saints. I forgot to show him my awesome magazines. Drove him home an hour later than the time he was supposed to get home. He got grounded until Thursday. Sorry Payton!
Monday:
Hung out with Ethan. We drove to Videos N' More and rented Saving Private Ryan. Went to his house and built a fort. We told his mom it was a bunker. It was quite funny. In the middle of the movie we went to his grandma's house to pick up some veggies for his mom. He showed me the pond and then we went back to his house finished the movie then talked of going to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. We ate meatloaf, potatoes, and green beans with his family. The food was good. Then, my dad was being a dickhead so we couldn't go to the movies. So, we put in Million Dollar Baby and then my dad called in the middle of that and said we could go. We had already started the movie so we said we would just go the next day.
Tuesday:
Hung out with Ethan again. He came and picked me up and we headed off to his grandma's pond. We swam for like an hour or two and relaxed on the raft. It was fun. Then, we headed out for food from Wendy's. Ate it at home and began to watch Hostage. We didn't finish that because I wanted to go to the movies and Ethan wanted to hang out with Ray. So, he dropped me off and Jenn was waiting at my door to drive me to the movies. That was pretty cool driving with Jenn. She is a good driver (from what I have seen). We met up with Frank K., Frankie S., Jason P., and David T. It was so much fun. Lots of crazy outbursts and things done. I was really loud and obnoxious throughout most of the movie and pointing out all the dirty things. I seen Sarah at the theatre and Alex and Julianne. That was cool. After the movie, we waited outside (as usual) and Emily and Brittany ran up to us to say hi. Then, afterwards my father picked Jenn, Frank, and me up. We listened to christmas music on the way home.
Wednesday morning:
So, I most definetly woke up at 7 AM. I had done this becuase Ethan and Jakub had both mentioned going to Six Flags today. I told Ethan I would ask my parents, so, I did. I didn't realize how much trouble I would get into for asking to go. It was very unexpected. My dad was fucking pissed and left the house before he beat my face in. My mom was more pissed and held her tongue until she got into the car and started screaming at me on the phone. I hate when she gets mad while she is driving. I am always scared she is going to get into a car accident. I think the reason why they are so pissed is because I asked to borrow money since I have none. It got stolen. We are going on vacation this Saturday to Minnesota for a week, so, that will be a lot of money spent right there. I can understand a little why they are mad. But, I think they got a little out of hand with their anger. My mom said a bunch of hurtful things on the phone. I wanted to hang-up but, it wasn't worth getting in trouble for. So, I just took the cruel words as if it didn't bother me at all. Which just made things worse. Here are her exact words, "Katlan, you are not living up to our expectations. How do you expect to borrow money from us when you can't do what every other kid can do. Most kids can do their homework and get their chores done. You cannot do either of them. I raised you, you are my kid. You are supposed to be better than all the kids out there. This isn't how I raised you. You have to show character. Do you understand why I am so mad and what you did wrong? I am so dissappointed in you. Just talking about all your lies and your mysteriously missing homework assignments makes me sick knowing that you show no character and that you are my kid. I don't want people to think that I raised you this way. This is the part your grandma instilled in you." She said that all in one breath. It was rather ridiculous. The worst part is, is that I don't think she said it just to be hurtful this time. She meant it.
My dad left money for me even thouh they were so pissed. There is a catch though! HaH! You thought the ending to the story would be a happy one, did you? Well, my dad said if I did decide to go then I would be grounded for a week and weekend. A complete week. Without my computer, my phone, my friends, and without my beloved music. I called Ethan told him I couldn't come. My mom called back again. This time telling me she was turning around to give me more money...? Does this puzzle anyone else? She says, "I forgot you wanted to get a season pass, so, I turned around to give you the money." I just looked at her like she was crazy. That pissed her off even more. Then I told her that I wasn't going because dad had given me a choice to make. I explained it to her. She said, "Well, you brought that upon yourself". She pulled away before I could even say thank you for turning around though.
Now, I have a guilty conscious. I really never thought I was that bad of a kid. I guess, obviously, I was wrong. I always thought, "Hey, at least I don't do drugs, I don't fuck every guy I see, and I put some effort in."