help me?
this is my first entry in my new livejournal. how exciting, eh? lol... just got off the phone with nick and holy shit we talked on the phone for 2 hours!!! lol... hard to believe. i hate the phone, except when i talk to nick. lol.... then it is all good. i am really tired though. gah. but i need to write my first entry. my layout is pretty gay. i cant wait to change it. my xanga one is hot as all hell. it is the horrorpops. you should really check it out. well you will have to ask for the address. i have a softball game tomorrow at 10 but i have to be at the school at 8:45. i am soo happy that this is the last saturday that i will have to wake up this early. ha ha ha... softball is coming to an end, finally. i am so tired of it. it is a home game if anyone is crazy enough to come. monday we have a home game also. then tuesday nick is going to come over... hopefully. my dad is out of town. so he can stay for a while. i am super excited. we have to finish our game, get wasted, and get into my bed! <<< hope you seen that. lol... wow. i need to see some of my friends now that i am ungrounded. i feel like i havent seen anyone in forever. like i havent seen danielle in forever, alex, jenn, christina, jason, zach, ian, brittany, kelsey, kayleigh, and just a ton of people. like we all used to talk all the times and such. but now i feel like i lost touch with almost everyone. i hate that feeling. but its getting better. i was super happy all days today. so thats always a good feeling. (being happy that is...) i watched fairly odd parents when i got home from nicks house today and realized that i like that show. and then my dad the rockstar came on, and i decided i liked that one too. lol.... i am such a fag bag. oh well. i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to get good grades this quarter! otherwise i wont be going to warped tour. which will really depress me. but ray/ethan already said that they would kid nap me and nick and bring us with... so no matter what i am going. unless the pussy out. ha ha ha... wow. i talk like a trucker at times, quite sad. jenn, you know what i mean. hah. tomorrow i am going to eat nancys stuffed pizza just because it tastes so damn good. lol... i am so random. but yes, nancys is my favorite pizza. wouldnt you say so? yes, i would. i am watching that mr. happy face thing. it is fucking hilarious. thanks to nick and jenn. i watch this crazy shit. and thanks to danielle i watch that crazy cartoon with that girl and that animal. ahhh... i forgot what its called. oh well. nick stole lyric of the day from jenn and then i totally stole it from the two of them. but i think i am only going to put lyric of the day in this one because i dont know how that would work out if i put two different lyrics of the day in two different journals. it wouldnt be cool. i write different shit in each journal. otherwise it gets old for those who have both journals also. hehe... i am always thinking about others. how kind, eh? yeah, id say so. well i think this entry is long enough.
So Long and Goodnight,
Katlan
PS: Danielle it would be uber cool if you could help me out with my layout. you always have great ideas.
Lyrics of the Day:
"The days blow by in agile moments of clarity and blind despair. With rage so thick it's bittersweet to see a smile come through here and there. You put your faith in living, but youthful idealism is no longer welcome here. I'm not dead yet. Hopes not dead yet. A hero's march down scorn filled halls defeats the charity of last years hell. Your vain eyes show no respect, just loss of recognition broken spirit burnt out will. Sing a song of cynicism a foul smell of shit decay and degradation in the midst of celebration. I'm not dead yet. Hopes not dead yet."
-Against Me!; Haste Killed Creativity.