your not you're the most beautiful soul i know. i swear to god!
I have somehow gained this reputation for being ever optimistic,
but every time I close my eyes that's the last thing on my mind.
I somehow betrayed this relationship between me
and myself that you see, and this was my responsibility,
and now I know and I wish it all away.
It's hard to admit that even I rely upon this tested
and true excuse that never fails to fail.
Confusion placed this before me and now the path is laid.
If I thought that things would change, I'd extinguish this fire,
but these flames burn deep.
me and josiah are no longer together dew to the fact that im "not good enough"
ha ha ha why im i finding life sooooo funny right now.
but every time I close my eyes that's the last thing on my mind.
I somehow betrayed this relationship between me
and myself that you see, and this was my responsibility,
and now I know and I wish it all away.
It's hard to admit that even I rely upon this tested
and true excuse that never fails to fail.
Confusion placed this before me and now the path is laid.
If I thought that things would change, I'd extinguish this fire,
but these flames burn deep.
me and josiah are no longer together dew to the fact that im "not good enough"
ha ha ha why im i finding life sooooo funny right now.