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i'm thoroughly pissed off right now for a whole gang of reasons. most of which are out of my control. i haven't watched the news in so long but i've caught up on a few videos on cnn and i'm just disgusted with our society. im also disgusted with fox news. i cannot even remotely comprehend how people watch any of the gazillion fox channels and actually believe their PROPAGANDA. it makes me sick. i haven't said much on the health care reform that's hopefully gonna take place but i feel the need to vent. it really pisses me off that there are people out there who dont see health care as a human right rather they see it as a luxury. just because a person cannot afford health care does not validate denying a person proper medical attention. i don't get it, i really don't. i feel my optimism for the world around me crumbling. i'm really scared to be living in this state of recession and i'm even more scared for my future. things seem like they are only going to get worse before they get better. california, or better yet, the united states is in desperate need of a revolution.
i'm truly upset and angered about not being able to transfer this upcoming spring. i find it utterly ironic how obama just passed the graduation initiative and now im being told i can't go to school. i know that they are not comparable circumstances, but still, the day he launched it was the day i found out i wasn't going to be able to transfer. it just seemed so symbolic. i really dont know what to do. i tried seeking advice from the transfer center here at rcc but i got a straight up answer. "is it true?" "yes, it is." well gee that went well. i was advised to contact the school directly but im not going to get my hopes up. im super emotional about this situation because i just felt like this was really my time to move on with my life. i feel like crying but what good will that do me. i'm trying to look at universities and private schools but i'm so pressed for time and not only that but the classes ive taken were fulfilling Cal State requirements so im not even sure if i have the proper classes to go to a UC. for lack of a better word this sucks.
i feel nauseous.
i'm truly upset and angered about not being able to transfer this upcoming spring. i find it utterly ironic how obama just passed the graduation initiative and now im being told i can't go to school. i know that they are not comparable circumstances, but still, the day he launched it was the day i found out i wasn't going to be able to transfer. it just seemed so symbolic. i really dont know what to do. i tried seeking advice from the transfer center here at rcc but i got a straight up answer. "is it true?" "yes, it is." well gee that went well. i was advised to contact the school directly but im not going to get my hopes up. im super emotional about this situation because i just felt like this was really my time to move on with my life. i feel like crying but what good will that do me. i'm trying to look at universities and private schools but i'm so pressed for time and not only that but the classes ive taken were fulfilling Cal State requirements so im not even sure if i have the proper classes to go to a UC. for lack of a better word this sucks.
i feel nauseous.