Shit...
Yeah, well you are dead to me. There is no more going back now. You have fucked me over 2 or 3 times now. You knew that I would do anything for you. I'm the one you ran to with all your problems. Next time you need me I'm not going to be there. I can't believe this.. After everything you said to me. I guess I just give you way too much credit b/c you suck. You always have, but there was just something about you. Seeing you after 3 months of nothing sucks. Why does this happen to me? I didn't need to see you. You always screw up everything good in you life. Way to go. I'm done with boys right now for a long time thanks to you, mister asshole.
Life sucks so bad right now. I just need things to start looking up. I wish Monica was here to talk to. Times life these I REALLY need her. I've been listening to music non-stop. It helps drown out all the thinking for awhile.
Monday I have a job interview. I really need this job. It will help keep me busy and busy is what I need to be right now.
Trip to Mississippi sucked. Not much happened and pretty much all the plans I had fell through. I wish now that I would have stayed home.
Life sucks so bad right now. I just need things to start looking up. I wish Monica was here to talk to. Times life these I REALLY need her. I've been listening to music non-stop. It helps drown out all the thinking for awhile.
Monday I have a job interview. I really need this job. It will help keep me busy and busy is what I need to be right now.
Trip to Mississippi sucked. Not much happened and pretty much all the plans I had fell through. I wish now that I would have stayed home.