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[xbandanagrl2x]

I really wish I had that one close friend that I could always talk to and them be able to make me feel better about my problems. I don't have that. The person who I thought it was isn't. They aren't here at all for me. I guess they are a different person from who i thought they were. I mean I will talk with anyone about anything they need to talk about and usually I am good at helping. Lately it has been the same thing. Bitching about something you can never change and something that will never be worth your time. It sucks. Oh and one of my best friend's b/f was all over me yesterday. He was rubbing my butt and my arms and hugging me and stuff. It felt so strange, but I didn't say anything. I am so confused and feel like crap. I can't tell her. It would just break her heart.
Anyways. I am down to one crutch now. She wants me off of them in a week. I hope it works. I am in pit now and am playing the bass drum. It is fine, but I miss marching the flute and I miss Monica. She came over tonight for a little bit. We had an awesome convo. No matter how long the two of us are apart we jump back into everything like we just saw each other. Well I guess I best be writing my lit paper
XoXo
~Tara