MY WORLD COMES CRASHING DOWN
Yah today was the last day of school and everyone is like wee im excited well wee im nott cause i had to spent the whole day realizing how many friends i lost and it was all because i was stupid and i changed in to the fuckin retarded emo fuck i am today.. I guess there rite i am quite retarded and i hate everything that i am/stand for/ become. And then i went to hannahs house and im already mad so what do i do i act like the dick that i am and lay the blame on other ppl cause i cant accept my own actions and realize what ppl really think so i think im just gonna back off of ppl for a while cause everyone needs a break from me a really really long break like for the rest of forever i know ppl say that if u left i would cry but i find that hard to believe and even if they say they would they would find someone twice as cool and chances are the person that says that i wouldnt deserve them cause i dont think i deserve the shit on the bottom of my shoe. But thats something i have to live with and its a hard fact to face and i try to everyday but i dunno i wish i knew what i was good for what im here for... Am i gods voodoo doll to get out little pins and prick my heart to watch me bleed well guess what fuck him i dont give a shit hit me with ur best shot man. I LOVE THE PAIN SO KEEP IT COMEING slit my throat and keeep walking
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