Jan 17, 2007 15:19
today was horrible. an absolute disaster. I dont even want to talk about it. i cant wait to just get to work where i feel comfortable.
I am thinking too hard, and trying to hard, and its fucking everything up. Ive decided to just be neutral. Just do what i do, and forget it. When i think ive finally figured everything out, i didnt.
i miss kristin.
I just feel like crying.
im so fuckin dramatic.