Somethings will never change...
I took the chance and started over new. While at the same time hoping to never get too close to you. I take a deep breath and close my eyes, While deep inside a part of me dies. Praying that as close friends you will be here by my side forever. But somehow knowing you won't be there again for me ever. I try my hardest not to let my emotions show. I wish I could forget or just let it go. But I can't so I plaster on a happy face, put on my plastic smile. I try to be bitter toward you, but it just ain't my style. I love you so much, it's hard to say good-bye. It kills me to think the only thing we'll share is the same sky. I hate the way you make me cry, the way you look at me and lie. If you decide to let me go, remember how much I love you even thought it's hard to show.
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