what do you do when you feel like the world is about to fall on your head?
college is freaking me out more than anything right now. im looking at schools that i would consider and i really just dont think im going to be happy with the choice i make. i would like to tour southern vermont because im really considering it. it looks like a good school for me the classes are small 17 in a class and the campus isnt that big. its an hour away from boston and its campus is beautiful from what ive seen in pictures. ive always wanted to go up north like boston university, but that school seems big. im sure ill end up at fsu but i really dont want to. anyways growing up sucks, im growing up... 10 days and im 18 i guess its 9 days now but whos counting.... i kind of feel like im going the wrong way down a one way street at the moment, i guess theres just alot going on im hoping it will slow down once school starts. i got my schedual yesterday and it looks like im going to have an easy year. im glad about that. but i think im going to go lay down now... look at some college stuff. stress myself out a little more.
beth*
-my soul shakes for you-