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i hurt my best friend
unintentionally

and my heart has been ripped out of my chest.
this hurts way more than losin a stupid boyfriend.

i was just tryin to get my point through someones head
and i cant be mean.

i cant breath
i cant see
its scaring me

my mom always said..
you find the good in everyone
even the worst people
and i dont know if thats such a good thing sometimes....

someone else said once....
you being nice is going to be the death of you...

im going to drown myself alive