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[xbackthatassupx]

i havent wrote in this thing in forever.
i feel like my life is crumbling right in front of my eyes.
nothing seems to be going right.
ima always stressed out about something.
be it friends. family. school.
if its not one thing its another.
my grades are shitty.
i have no motivation.
all i do is sleep.
if i dont get into uc san diego or santa barbara ill be crushed.
i admire thoes who can balance their lives.
i long to be one of thoes people.
i cant wait to get out of this town.
i want to be happy.
im not the person i used to be.
i love ashley parker angel.
i need to make a hair appointment.
i want something different.
im not very creative.
any ideas?
done.