merry christmas... i suppose...
yeah well ive come to the conclusion that once you loose your innocense christmas just isnt that great anymore... i mean when you are little there is something magical about christmas... santa..flying reindeer...elfs... you left cookies out for santa then when you wooke up they werent there... such a simple thing made you so excited! it was like one of the things you looked forward to... it was the greatest thing ever... and everyone tried to make it great for you.... now its just another day where you get presents... you know that your mom is the one putting the presents under the tress... its really nothing special...i wish christmas was still like it used to be... i know i must seem like a humbug..haha...im just not really in hte christmas spirit... im crying its gay... i wish my mom could just act decent for one day..damn....then 3 years ago my grandma died.. on christmas.... now how gay is that... well i think im done bitching now... i have to go to my grandmas...i love her!