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ya know what-----------------
im am really done trying(.friendship problems-not relationship.)... why do i try so hard when they dont really care... i feel so used. its like they only want me or whatever when she isnt available--it pisses me off how we have started to become great friends again but you only open up to that bitch..ugh....idk--its kinda hard to say in words just im fed up w. yOur bullshit.
ugh--anYwhO...
today was actually fun besides finals....but tomorrow is gonna be even more fun-------hanging out w. cassie..i love that girl....who knows wat well do..but yeh..today i went swimming, jumping, cooking, dollar store, etc. had fun hangin w. claire for the day...
oh yeh--i was just looking on word and i saw some entries i wrote that my mother had saved. apparently she is looking at the shit ive been writing--being her nosey self which really pisses me off...damn..i swear...im on probation...its bad enough havent an officer...why do i have to have my mom patrol me like i fuckin five..ugh...i have absolutely NO GOD DAMN PRIVACY...it pisses me off soo damn much...just when me and my mom start to get close again i have to find some shit like this---god...
summer seriously is gonna suck for me if i stay here..imma call ms evans and see if i can hang in TN for the summer..better than bein here...atleast in tennessee i get privacy..i mean damn--my mom is everywhere---is she afraid ill fart nd she cant smell it...(lOl) but yeh...
saam and me are still NOT TALKING--which sucks but oh well...i guess i can get over it..i mean come on..hes not all that great anyhow...he thinks hes cool cuz girls like him--but doesnt he realize the only girls who like him nd ever will are fuckin ugly as shit and as fat as a hippo..god! saam when you get this--you can suck my dick bitch cuz your an asswipe.
what to talk about--
oh yeh--one thing that really irritates me is when my [friends] lie to me...i mean wat is the big deal about lyin about who you like...when you know your not over HIM why do you have to lie about it? i mean i am gonna realize you lied when i read it on your journals....come on...
well---idk...life is kinda mellow right now...i have up nd downs but im gettin over them...just i cant stand all this god damn DRAMA..damn!
im out!