Are You Willing To Be Had
Okay well I said I was gonna update more..and everytime I say it it seems I update less..lol.
Okay so Monday night was the college fair. I was all super excited to go..and then..I got there. There were so many colleges there and it just hit me that I'm growing up and this is the real thing. It was so overwhelming I was about to like cry my eyes out. I almost cried the next day on the bus thinking about it too. My bed was only a little bit covered with college brochures..ok so yea maybe it was my whole bed. So yea I figure I'm going to be balling my eyes out the last day of school this year..then the first day next year..when I start filling out applications..and then of course on graduation. So yea break out the tissues Miss Emotional Ashley is comming. Lol.
So yea apparently I seem stressed lately. I don't seem to see it but I was told that it shows. I don't know..I'm not sure what people are expecting. I'm only always running around freaking out about my future. And don't get me wrong I do still have fun like all the time..but like I don't know I think it's time for me to start thinking about things before it all comes way to fast and I'm not prepared.
And I don't care what anyone else says I am the luckiest girl alive to have my Mr. Wonderful..he is the best guy in the world. I miss him terribly though. Haven't seen him in a super long time. I love what we have..cause it's something I never had before. 6 months next month..that's something new.
I'm out before I bore all you poor people to death.
xOxO-Me
Okay so Monday night was the college fair. I was all super excited to go..and then..I got there. There were so many colleges there and it just hit me that I'm growing up and this is the real thing. It was so overwhelming I was about to like cry my eyes out. I almost cried the next day on the bus thinking about it too. My bed was only a little bit covered with college brochures..ok so yea maybe it was my whole bed. So yea I figure I'm going to be balling my eyes out the last day of school this year..then the first day next year..when I start filling out applications..and then of course on graduation. So yea break out the tissues Miss Emotional Ashley is comming. Lol.
So yea apparently I seem stressed lately. I don't seem to see it but I was told that it shows. I don't know..I'm not sure what people are expecting. I'm only always running around freaking out about my future. And don't get me wrong I do still have fun like all the time..but like I don't know I think it's time for me to start thinking about things before it all comes way to fast and I'm not prepared.
And I don't care what anyone else says I am the luckiest girl alive to have my Mr. Wonderful..he is the best guy in the world. I miss him terribly though. Haven't seen him in a super long time. I love what we have..cause it's something I never had before. 6 months next month..that's something new.
I'm out before I bore all you poor people to death.
xOxO-Me