Summer Has Come And Pass,The Innocent Can Never Last...
Well it's September first...and that means the month I have been dreading for a month now is here. I wish I could just skip this whole month but I can't. Jason goes back to Iraq this month. I'm not sure when but he does. It will be his third time going. And it isn't any easier this time. It gets harder each time he goes. I wish he didn't have to go. I really don't want him to. He has been more of a brother to me than my actual brother has. I have so many memories of Jason and when he lived here when we were younger. Imma write to him all the time when he leaves. And I'm going to sleep with my Jason bear until he comes home. But enough on that...
Another reason September is awful. School...and no not just because I don't really like school but this year it's different. I think I dread Tuesday more than I ever dreaded any school year. This year is going to be so much harder because I need to push myself so I can get into college. This is a serious year and it's the scariest year of my whole school career. I am just so stressed out about it. Between SAT's and keeping my grades up. It is just so scary to me cause all this is so real now. It's like my whole future is starting to unfold and everything I do affects what will happen when I'm older. And with the Jason thing happening during all this it's going to make it even harder.
But I guess I just needa keep my head up and try my hardest. Cause this year isn't going to be easy...but then again..no one ever said life was gonna be easy.
...Wake me up when September ends.
Another reason September is awful. School...and no not just because I don't really like school but this year it's different. I think I dread Tuesday more than I ever dreaded any school year. This year is going to be so much harder because I need to push myself so I can get into college. This is a serious year and it's the scariest year of my whole school career. I am just so stressed out about it. Between SAT's and keeping my grades up. It is just so scary to me cause all this is so real now. It's like my whole future is starting to unfold and everything I do affects what will happen when I'm older. And with the Jason thing happening during all this it's going to make it even harder.
But I guess I just needa keep my head up and try my hardest. Cause this year isn't going to be easy...but then again..no one ever said life was gonna be easy.
...Wake me up when September ends.