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Well I guess I haven't updated in like forever. I haven't even really been online in a while. So yeah I guess life is kinda interesting for me lately. I don't really talk to like anyone. Just my boyfriend Shawn and my family. And Meg. Lol. Can't forget Meg. I think I should probably start like putting myself out into the real world again. So some good things have deffinately happened. My boss John..yeah the idiot. Finally quit. That made me so happy. It still feels really weird though. So my Aunt Hope is now my boss. And Vanessa also quit..so um yeah It's like amazing. Me and Shawn are doing really good. I am really happy with where we are at in our relationship. I think I finally did this whole boyfriend thing right..thank god. And well I opened up to him the other night. It was really hard too. I came out with how I was feeling. I started balling too. It felt good to know that he is there to listen to me and to help me..and to be goofy and wipe away all my tears. It was still kinda awkward though. I'm not used to letting some feelings out. I'm not used to letting others in to help me. But I guess for the first time I really felt like it would be good for me. So yeah gained weight..not happy about that. But I think I might start working out and eating healthier. I only say that like all the time. But I guess I just wanna be happy with myself. Shawn is helping me with my confidence. Not a day goes by that he doesn't compliment me. And I don't even have to go all out and try to look all good. He tells me Im beautiful with messy hair and pjs. He really is amazing. Guess Gene did one thing right when he told him to prank call me. So yeah I have been sharing a room with an 11 year old. And that is quite interesting. Especially when he decides he wants to gross me out and make out with his pillows...ew. Got my senior pictures..have to pick one but I hate them all so yeah. Still at nanny's with mom,aunt hope,dana,and nanny. Still miss Papa like crazy..more each day..always will.
But I guess that is all my update for now. Im gonna try to update more. And maybe even make this thing look a little prettier. So yeah if you read all this..I love you. Lol.

xOxO <333