May 29, 2006 11:27
So yeah yesterday was um weird? I hadda work 11-7:30 and in the morning it was me,Susan,Annie,and Katie. And then in the afternoon it was me,Colin,and Katie until Katie got out at 6. And so yeah me and Colin=I can't stand him. He refused to do his work and said it was mine..and he was on break till like 7...when break is 5:30-6:00. I swear I wanted to kill him. And of course we didn't get out till after 8. So then yeah yesterday I decided that certain friends suck. I mean yeah I try and spend a lot of time with my boyfriend but I didn't completely ditch my friends and stop calling them cause Im too busy talking to Shawn 24-7. And sure I dont try calling her either anymore cause I always get the big beep and user busy in direct conect. So yeah. I don't care anymore. She can be stupid. So then last night me and Shawn had our first fight. Over something kinda silly. But yeah I guess it's just I'm wicked scared cause I don't wanna lose him. Cause I really do love him so much and I don't ever wanna be with anyone else. And I would be crushed if he ever left me. It's just so amazing being with him. And I never ever wanna lose him. Like I love what we have. And I love who I am when Im with him. And I love how he makes me feel. But yeah I think Im gonna leave it at that for now. Ill update more now if I get online ever lol. Working with Colin later..joy.