ahhh dont ask me
Well tonight is alright so far.. got my nails done then I get to go to wonderful counsling that I didnt even fuckin ask for but whatever all I'm guna have to hear is "You look too skinny. Are you starving yourself again? Let me weigh you." She needs to shut the fuck up is what she needs to do. If I got paid for doing nothing I wouldnt be talking about weight. Shiit if I wanted I could barrow some of her fat and I would be plenty big.
This weekend I'm hanging out with Jen tomorrow, and eventually sometime during the weekend: Brooke, Dan, and Zach mutha fuckin Riley.
Seth got mad cause I hugged Trever today, but oh well cause I've been friends with Trev for awhile now and uhh I'm not changing... SORRY
I into a fight with my mom tonight too..
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Alright so I went to the counslor and talked. My dad had to bring this whole "stunt" with my fuckin mom witch totally pissed me the fuck off because I tried to forget it, well I mean I know I wont forget it but I tried not having it come into my mind. So I had to talk about that and started crying, wow I felt so dumb crying in front of her, next thing I know shes setting up an appointment with my parents next week instead of me because she was like "personally I believed they failed you" and man I like never thought about that, like honestly. Yeah I said "I hate my dad, or I hate my mom" I dislike them alot at times then others we get alone for the most part. I dont know, it's really confusing.. but yeah just thought I'd finish updating.
I can't believe I feel like this..
This weekend I'm hanging out with Jen tomorrow, and eventually sometime during the weekend: Brooke, Dan, and Zach mutha fuckin Riley.
Seth got mad cause I hugged Trever today, but oh well cause I've been friends with Trev for awhile now and uhh I'm not changing... SORRY
I into a fight with my mom tonight too..
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Alright so I went to the counslor and talked. My dad had to bring this whole "stunt" with my fuckin mom witch totally pissed me the fuck off because I tried to forget it, well I mean I know I wont forget it but I tried not having it come into my mind. So I had to talk about that and started crying, wow I felt so dumb crying in front of her, next thing I know shes setting up an appointment with my parents next week instead of me because she was like "personally I believed they failed you" and man I like never thought about that, like honestly. Yeah I said "I hate my dad, or I hate my mom" I dislike them alot at times then others we get alone for the most part. I dont know, it's really confusing.. but yeah just thought I'd finish updating.
I can't believe I feel like this..