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Well to update chris and I broke up and he's moving out but I'm okay...
He says he needs to have freedom and experience life on his own...that he will probably be back but for me not to wait...
in the meanwhile
I'm going somewhere I never thought I'd be again...
and it's not that bad...in fact I'm nervous
I just hope my feelings are true
I just hope I'm not making a mistake like I have made so many in my life...maybe I've finally learned from the many I've made.
I will be glorious...I have lost so much and yet I know I'm completely beautiful in this moment...I feel like I could fly and that nothing could get me down. Everything is coming back to me that I had to shut down because it made chris uncomfortable...and that's part of me...that's what makes me so great...a little intense perhaps but great...
I want my black hair back...
I want to be in your arms again
He says he needs to have freedom and experience life on his own...that he will probably be back but for me not to wait...
in the meanwhile
I'm going somewhere I never thought I'd be again...
and it's not that bad...in fact I'm nervous
I just hope my feelings are true
I just hope I'm not making a mistake like I have made so many in my life...maybe I've finally learned from the many I've made.
I will be glorious...I have lost so much and yet I know I'm completely beautiful in this moment...I feel like I could fly and that nothing could get me down. Everything is coming back to me that I had to shut down because it made chris uncomfortable...and that's part of me...that's what makes me so great...a little intense perhaps but great...
I want my black hair back...
I want to be in your arms again