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I'm back and feeling a little shitty today. I was out doing some shopping with Dee and I saw Ryan and Cassidy together looking really happy talking and stuff. I know I should be happy that he finally has someone he wants but it's so hard.I should have told him how I felt ages ago. But thats ok! 3 more days till christmas, i have so many presents under the christmas tree..hehehehe. and yes i have already done the shake and try to secretly open lol. yea i have really bad patience. hmmm what to do for the rest of the day?....call me
<33Ashley

thanx dez